I genuinely prayed for the first time today
I met a girl this weekend and things went better than expected, but my insecure brain got in the way and I missed a couple too many signs that she wanted me to spend the night lmao
so I realized after a couple of days, laughed and cringed a bit, and this idea came to mind: that I should pray to the simulation overlords (or whoever is listening) that my consciousness should go back to sunday evening, at the moment she got a message saying her mother went to work by herself and wouldn't need a ride (leaving the house to herself only). And that I should go back with a seed planted in my brain in order to guarantee I would have the balls to at least ask for confirmation of that fact, and then insist just a bit more on that goodnight kiss after I took her home to see if I get an invitation lmao
no matter what you say, and until proven otherwise, there *is* a non zero probability that things will work out my way and I'm feeling good because of it. The religious folk might have a point