u/Odd_Appearance9814

I am a 33 year old black woman, and have always been attracted to white men. My first crush was Aaron Carter when he was on the Christmas episode of Lizzie McGuire! Unfortunately I never thought they would be interested in me. I’ve had a couple of them seem interested here and there, but I always felt odd about it because I never thought their families would accept me. Now as I’ve gotten a bit more mature I realize how I’ve basically cheated myself out of being with guys I was genuinely interested in because of my own anxieties and personal feelings. Now I really hope I can meet a nice guy and see if I have been wrong all along.