I have bullied my sisters very badly ( kitchen jokes ,make fun of height )
I'm 19, and my sisters are 29, 26 (fat) due to a recent breakup, 25, 22, 23, the rest idk, not so close.
I am 6,2 in height, tallest in my family.
I think she is 5,5.
My most favorite dialogue was, "Even if you get married, you will be divorced the next day," like that.
Or being mean.
You say it's siblings' love, but the problem is, I have crossed the line. I should not have ...... 29 (always cry in bathroom after fighting with me). I knew but still
One time, because of me, she lost a 4-year Snapchat streak, or I did chat with her classmates and her boyfriend, then told Dad, with that "I love you" voice message that I asked from her boyfriend, pretending to be her.
I kept playing on her face that message. (Dad was shouting).
I was very spoiled, tbh. My parents love me the most.
I remember I was always their first priority. If I asked for 2 things to eat, I would get them, but if my sister said the same, she would get only one. Dad's excuse was, "He is younger," and I acted like an asshole and kept bragging about that.
There are so many things.
Now I am working on being better.
How did I realize?
3 months ago, my 3-day-old girlfriend dumped me. Reason, you already know, I acted like an asshole.
But I am thankful to her (she made me what I am).
So, should I apologize or what? It would be awkward and random.
For the past 2 months, I didn't fight or anything.
One more point: I am super narcissistic. Never said sorry 😞. They just don't talk to me, and I act like a fucker, trying to talk like nothing happened, and the next day they just start talking to me like nothing happened. They are angels compare to my 3 day old gf