I love you more than I could ever put into words. Miss you more than I could ever fathom. I wish you knew how bad I wanted you to be mine and only mine. Being without you is the most severe form of torture I’ve ever had to endure. I need you more than anything……
I miss the warmth of your body pressed against mine when I’m at my most vulnerable. The feeling as your lips catch onto my ear and send goosebumps up and down my entire spine and body. The movement of your hands as if they know exactly where to go, discovering all the places that will melt every iced corner of my heart and mind. It feels euphoric and I wish I could tell you I want more, shamelessly. That I didn’t need to suppress every urge and craving to submit myself to you fully, no matter how many times I’ve been pushed away.
My body gives me away before my words can maintain any sense of integrity. I find myself sinking into you as if every inch has been perfectly designed to fit each other like pieces of a missing puzzle. I become undone and lose control of my senses, inhaling you with each breath knowing I’m getting one step closer to losing my access completely. I take in your scent, your silhouette, and let every other thought leave my mind to focus on engraving you into my memory. In another world you are mine and I consume you endlessly. In another world our desires are boundless, roaming free and wild, making our love timeless and infinite. I never leave your side and together, we blossom into endless beauty and light.
But in this world I love you enough to silence myself, respect your needs and wishes because nothing is more important to me. I long for your inner peace and will do anything to help you realize your worth. In this world I watch you walk a different path and hold all the love in my heart knowing I still wouldn’t trade it for anything else. Because to see you evolve in such profound ways is worth more than anything, even if it means you will never truly be mine.