Can somebody be Muslim and do some Christian practices at the same time?
so i wanted to be Christian since ever, but i don't agree with a lot of their beliefs, like Jesus being son of god, and the trinity (some of my Christian friends explained that they don't have 3 gods but 1 god or essence and have 3 forms so i was considering it lol), i really love reading the bible and devine secptures in genearl as i feel like they have much wisdom, but in my case i HAVE to be a Muslim since i live in an arab country and im arab myself, i do think quran is the unchanging word of god, but i hate the ahaith so much they dont make sense like at all, and i want to practice as a normal muslim but i love how Christians pray, i even used to pray with them sometimes and it makes feel at peace, i love the hand gester they do while praying more then the islamic one we do while making dua for some reason lol, and i love the concept of god being our father and creator and us being his children (not as slaves), andb how they study the bible, some of my old friends would tell me that they read the bible and ask god to help them understand whats goin on and they say they feel close to god an that god reveal to them alot of things... and i love that, i love the connection they feel to thier god, tbh i still have my own issues with the quran like verses talking abt how the muslims can do sex in postions they like [quran 2:223] and the whole thing of children marriage being fine [quran 65:4] like?? sometimes i wonder god could've gave us other verses that actually could've been more useful.. why reveal this? i still have some issues but I'm still trying to come back, I've been trying to look into sects as well, and currently I'm interested in ibadi sect the most so if anyone here is ibadi i hope we can teach me a bit, also I'm interested in Sufism as my grandfather from my mother side was a big sufi shiehk in our home country so yeah i know how messy my post is, I'm tackling alot of topics but please forgive me lol