u/Ok-Freedom8526

Ok this is really going to come off odd since I never asked this stuff, and I’m really really embarrassed to ask. But seeing on how many people just say really private questions on here I really need to ask.

Is there actually something wrong with me that most guys don’t like? Because I’m not trying to sound like someone who needs attention but I’m genuinely confused.

Idk it’s because I’m ugly or maybe a bitch, but even when I’m actually genuinely nice or try my best to look good it doesn’t really work at all. Matter of fact the only time I ever seen maybe a guy look at me is if they’re staring into my soul, like I mean DEAD into my soul and it kinda freaks me out (Mostly only at the mall or stuff), do I really look that bad or intimidating????

(Note: I might delete this later but idk since I’m kinda embarrassed to finally ask this)

Ok I’m just going to cut to the chase of it, I’m going to be mentally unwell for the rest of my life and I can’t genuinely change for the better.

So my main question is when I finally do break how old will a be? I’m 16 now and at the moment it’s only school that stresses me so I would like to know ahead of time, plus the it can be like a count down thing.

Like a death day to my own sanity, ha ha. I know it’s not funny but I’m bored so it’ll be my joke, also at the risk of wondering when I do break is there a bigger chance of me hurting myself or others because then I’ll also know what to do.

(NOTE: I do not currently self harm or have yet because in still with my parents but I am considering it in the future as well)