I'm thinking of self-terming. any advice?
I work food & beverage at Hollywood Studios. For context, I have a few things going on that make the environment a bit harder for me than others. I'm autistic and I have accomodations but the place is so large they are often overlooked and it's kind of exhausting to keep reminding leaders. Also, I appear to do fine in training so they pass me but, I'm so overstimulated and exhausted when I come home from the consistent switching of tasks, loud noise, & masking. I have time for nothing else and I'm miserable. I'm trying to stick it out through training but, I'm having a really tough time. I also have PTSD. I keep waking up with panic attacks, not sleeping, and am an anxious mess at work. My trainers are nice. Everyone is decently nice but it's so fast paced and loud, it sucks everything out of me. The pay is good and keeps me coming back bc I'm not paying rent. Any advice? Should I give it longer? Did any of you eventually adjust? I hate it so much. I cannot envision myself in this role for 8 months. I don't even know how I'll last a month, honestly. I've worked food service before and was fine but, this is a whole different level. My parents won't want me to self term till I have another job and I get that but, I don't even feel like I have time to find another job bc my schedule is so exhausting 😭. I also don't know where else to look? I'm planning to go back to school eventually but, I just need a money maker for the time being. Lastly, I am kind of going back and forth between waiting till training is done and working a few solo shifts just to try it and just terming now because I don't want to make the place complete my training and then quit shortly after. That's a lot of resources and energy into someone who might not stay. I'm trying to be respectful of the location's time and resources.