PLEASEEE HELP. HOW TO PREPARE FOR JEE IN 5 MONTHS??!
URGENT!!!
I completely ruined my 11th grade, mostly because I was mentally harassed by a teacher, to the point where I didn't even open my books and my marks dropped from 98% in 10th to around 50–60%. When 12th started, I tried working real hard to fix things, but my grades barely moved at first and I felt totally hopeless. Things have started getting better recently—my overall coaching rank improved from 1200 to around 500—but I’m still super confused and anxious because I essentially know zero 11th syllabus and virtually no 12th Physics outside of a few topics like Waves and Modern Physics. While I can manage 12th Chemistry and Maths fairly well, Physics is an absolute nightmare since I lack all the foundational concepts from both years, and my Physics marks alone are keeping me at the bottom of my class and i very very ashamed to talk my teacher as I am always at the bottom of my class.I know I’m not dumb and can grasp concepts quickly when explained, but I constantly hit a wall on questions that build on prerequisites I never learned. Even though my brother got an under-57x rank in JEE Advanced, so he helps me sometimes. To make matters worse, my dad's connections got me into the top batch where everyone scores under 50 while I'm sitting around rank 500, so I feel completely out of place and can't connect with my classmates. I tried reaching out to my Physics teacher once, but I broke down and started crying in front of him. He told me to focus on present topics and deal with backlogs later, but I know that won't work for me, and I felt so ashamed after crying that I haven't talked to any other teacher since. PLEASE PLEASE HELP AND GUIDE ME.....IM AM VERY HOPELESS.