u/Ok-You5223

Ive been looking everywhere. what i need is:

RELIABLE sync between laptop and mobile [obsidian git is just not working for me and the syncthing thing doesnt look reliable]

version history just incase something happens
end to end encryption [goodbye notion]

UNLIMITED storage and note capacity

can handle long notes with no lag, im using it to write a novel

has folders

all features stated above being FREE

Dont recomend google docs, its horrendous too as its very buggy for me.

If anyone can help id really appreciate it. what do you guys use?

How realistic is it for me, someone who lives in the Balkans, to leave my home country and work in clinical psychology abroad, if i manage to complete abroad a bachelors degree and masters [and phd if possible]. How realistic is it if I specifically aim to do all this in an english speaking country [preferrably ireland, uk, or canada], as I currently have no proficiencies in any other languages. I am willing to learn them, but I assume it would take a long while. Any answer and recommendation is deeply appreciated

(( In honest truth Im an artist. My grades are really good so I thought I can use a clinical psychology degree [this is my second field that I love most] to secure a stable life abroad and then work in art, since I really really want to move out. ))

I feel like in general theres been a big loss of love in society since the industrial revolution, everyone only cares about themselves and their own comfort.
I was thinking of what it would be like if today was my last day, Id be doing plenty stuff that I like, Id be texting people I care about them, but in the end, I bet Id spend the day alone. I dont love my family, I havent felt true love from them in a long time either, and then my friends, sure some might care, some might like me more than I like them, but also, its not really love. I dont feel connected to them, I feel like if something terrible were to happen to me, they wouldnt know what to do, they wouldnt be responsible, nor reliable, nor understanding, simply because they dont know how to. But if they cant truly be there for me when I need it, and perhaps I cant truly be there for them, then how can there be any love. And if theres no love and deep connection is so impossible, whats the point in anything? I mean, is that even normal? Thats all I want to know. Is this something people just deal with normally and choose to not care and rely on themseleves, or am I just momentarily unlucky with the people I know?