u/OkBuffalo2899

Like. I have only ever had crushes on guys and dated guys. Suddenly, 1 month after a traumatic rejection from a guy, my mind has latched to the idea that I'm into girls.

Like whenever I'm in public or scrolling reels, my mind notices someone attractive every 5 minutes and feels that I'm attracted. With time it has started to feel more strong and real.

My mind is making me feel as if i have also developed a crush on someone specific.

My mind creates vivid sexual imagery that makes me feel that maybe I'm aroused. I get scared.

I'm unable to function at all. I just wanna die because...i don't want this and this doesn't align with me, yet my body and my mind are convincing me even though I'm so AGAINST it.