u/Ok_Clothes801

I’m sure the Taurus gang is probably getting tired of seeing my overthinking Virgo brain posts so I apologize for that. However, I’m curious,my Taurus male friend and I have a really long history and we talk daily via text . All day , every day but I always message first. I’m not complaining by any means. I’m definitely wondering if he would even notice if I stopped? Would he eventually reach out? Would he just continue on with his life? That overthinking brain of mine has me thinking that I’m a burden. Any input will be appreciated.
He’s Taurus sun, Virgo moon, Gemini rising .

I’ve known a Taurus male for about 23 years now and we were inseparable best friends for 10 of that. About 13 years ago we decided to be romantically involved . He was fresh out of a relationship when that happened and a few months later his ex found out she was pregnant. I stepped away . We didn’t talk for about 10 years but have been consistently talking again for 3 years now. We don’t hang out or anything just talk over phone . When we do see each other in public I get grand gestures like flipping me the bird, winking, tongue sticking out, etc…… What drives a Taurus to do these things? I swear he’s the king of mixed signals but I’m also a Virgo and very upfront . I also overthink a lot . We talk daily , both of our lives are complicated at the moment so that’s why we don’t hang out in person. I am happy he is back in my life no matter what the reason is …..I have very deep feelings for this fellow. I let him know that recently and he said he already knew . Apparently knowing my feelings didn’t make him run the other direction. So Taurus Gang , enlighten me on this man’s behavior, please lol .