u/Ok_Cold_6715

I miss you like crazy... Baby,

I yearn for you like I yearn for water in a desert.

You are the light in my world-

My biggest heartache and my love,

Precious boy from up above!

Thou art the greatest treasure in my life,

I yearn your touch, your thoughtful eyes...

I'd die right now if I knew you're up there,

But I know God is just, and you are there!

Someone said...

"In heaven 10 years is like 1 hour!

"They'll see you next morning..."

I wonder if heaven got a ghetto...

if it does, I'll go up there,

I'd intertwine with you and all my worries finally will perish, just you and me alone,

Kiss and soothe that beautiful chest that was torn and put to rest.

You are the star in my life-

Bright and beautiful...

But so far away, i cannot touch you.

when my body will finally cease to exist-

I'll see u there and enfold you with all the care.

I'll be with you, my one heartache.

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How can I live my life in grief

at just twenty years old?

They say I'm young—

that I have a whole life ahead of me...

but that sounds like terror.

A whole life ahead

filled with pain

and dreams of you beside me.

I want to be where you are.

Where there are no lies,

no more pain—

no more separation,

no more games.

How can I live my life

when my life is so full of you?

My soul cries for you in pain.

My heart bleeds inside my chest.

My body aches for your touch.

My swollen eyes have run out of tears.

My head pounds

with relentless thoughts of you...

Your sweet smile

is engraved into my mind,

into my chest.

I catch glimpses of you

even in my mother.

And I hate everyone—

because they're not you...

You make my plexus hurt very hard-

Sometimes my whole body hurts,

And then I feel the love that can kill me-

My body...

Even if dying of a heartbreak ain't easy,

I know one day it will happen, cause I will never forget or get over you.

I was never this way,

Please come to me,

Or please let me come to you,

No more separation,

I can't think straight...

I need you badly,

I'm bleeding again...

Your face is the one I adore,

the one I think of.

Nobody else makes my heart yearn like u do-

I'd swallow you whole

if I could.

Every night,

I soothe myself...

with my hand across my chest,

always whispering to myself

that one day,

my body

will be put to rest.

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How could a soul carry so many things at once?

One moment your eyes are so tender,

So soft,

Crinkly beautiful eyes

With no weight inside them at all...

You seem so pure just a bit,

Your smile- disarming all of me...

Grown, powerful man, only twenty five years old-

But still,

That childish larger than life smile-

That can make me burn the whole world.

You make me weak, you make me soft...

Like someone I never thought I'd know.

Your voice arrives so tender, so sweet in moments

Where I'm contemplating if it's yours...

Lighter tone, u sound like home

Like a teenager with no fault

That breath hitch, that innocence is there...

Just for a moment-

And there he goes.

Impulsive with a loud powerful voice

How could one have so much light-

And one moment seem to be a storm?

You're so beautiful and I adore

Every part of you alone.

I am the same...

complex and flawed inside

But I still feel like i lost a part of mine...

Where you at, baby?

You ain't here for me to hold.

Just my awe,

and just my pen-

Writing to you once again.

I lied when I told ya I would never write again...

How could I still love myself

While I gave my heart to him?

Gave more than just a piece—

Felt like all of it was his.

So I cannot love myself anymore,

When my heart is inside him.

He stole from me

What I never chose to give—

All I have left

Are tears, hopelessness, and debt.

Over a love that could never be

can never hold my hand,

Only I soothe my aching chest again.

So how 2 love another man

And take my own heart back again?