7oh sr17018 MORE STEUNG OUT THAN BEFORE I STARTED!
I was taking 1000 mg a day and stocked up on sr17018 and powder 7oh. It definitely brought my tolerance down but I've been doing both for over 2weeks now and like an idiot, instead of coming off of this stuff, I was taking 1-3 scoops and got my usage up to 2000mg! My has and is also a big part of my downfall bc I don't think he cares about quitting. He goes out and buys tabs to add to the plan I've tried to implement.
Well, all I know is my sr17018 is starring to get low and I afraid that we're not gonna have enough to both taper off of this crap! I do have multiple bottles of buprenorphine and klonopin to help. I've read somewhere that buprenorphine also helps get off of this. But I do know I took a buprenorphine months ago with 7oh and it put me into paws. I take buprenorphine for pain specifically bc my doctor doesn't fell comfortable prescribing opiates when I'm on benzos.
Has anyone else ended up worse than they were trying to get enough "to last awhile".? All it's done is got me in over my head even more! I want to order some more sr17018 but since I'm not using it correctly, can I use it several days and then switch to buprenorphine for how ever long to get off of this? I've done opiates responsibly for 5 years but this 7oh has just worked me over!
Should I get more sr17018? Or take what I have and switch to buprenorphine, or does the buprenorphine not work as well as sr17018? I don't wanna deal with paws but I feel my ability to stop has flown out the window!
Since it been doing the "pre " stage of sr17018, will it even work at this point? Or do I just to get it together and make my mind up and actually start tapering 7oh?
I even bought pseudo pills and mit pills bc I read that works? Does the buprenorphine with mit or pseudo cause paws too? I'm so fed up with this crap and I'm fighting myself from getting more sr17018 And more 7oh powder! I still have about 5 grams of each. But remember everything I'm taking is times 2 because my husband needs to quit, too! Plus I found out a good friend of mine is on them, too. So I wanna help her get off of these. I'm just depressed and want my life back. I haven't felt the withdrawals much because I have enough to take some more when I do! I terrified of how it's going to affect me when it's all done! 🙏🙏🙏