help
Hi, I’m a 26 M who recently got into online casinos. I used to chip in and win a good sum of money. One night, I got so stressed out from work that I rage bet and lost all of my savings trying to chase my losses. I recently told my mom and asked for help and asked for money since I had bills due. I am a nurse who makes enough to support my own lifestyle. I feel so stupid and hopeless. I want to quit but I keep redownloading the app, betting hoping that by some miracle I win everything back. I have been having ideations lately and been reaching out to friends but I also don’t want to be a bother to anybody else. I am writing hoping that one day I read this again but in a better place in life. I know better days are coming, I just cant seem to see it yet. despite everything, I still feel hopeful and am 80% sure that I’m not gonna do it. Thank you for reading, some word of encouragement will help a lot.