u/Ok_Dirt8893

So I have no teacher, no-one to talk to, this is my own interpretation and thinking thus i would appreciate any and almost all things you have to say except when its just messing with me. This is what i wrote in my journal :

For we are a physical body going with the flow. And spirituality, magick, mindfulness, belief makes you subconsciously aware of this flow thus enabling you to get either through it or outside of it not it being predetermined.

1. Either to the outside of where I think will be pure fighting nonstop,survival feeling i got .
2. Either staying right in the middle of the flow being able to see the end and flowing, (Like being in a river in the center you just flow the more to the side the more the rocks scrape on you)In this flow feels nice and safe, the outside feels like pins and needles and bad. 
3. Or in some cases pushing the flow little by little.

This flow is powered by where we are, there is no useless flow so if we move our consciousness to be able to change it it will warp back and as long as we stay pushing it will not get back to default thus chasing your destiny/life.

NOW we get to my problem. ALL is a system that keeps you inside of it. Either that being loosh, reincarnation, good being bored and playing the game of separating himself into everything.
--> Everything is a system and since the system is so sophisticated it would produce the experience of transcendence as its own containment mechanism.<--
Like for the avg people give them life,  for thinkers give them spirituality a game within the system they try to get their go at it.

In my mind all still creates the system but the only way I think if beating it that makes sense is not to partake thus maybe taking your own life as many religions call it the highest sin(since it's breaks their system) not as a way of beeing sad and needing a timeout from this life but not partaking .And in the next life doing it faster and faster  reaching a null point where you don't partake
Then again this feel like choosing the outside the system not actually null.(I am not depressive just one part of the observation to be fair to all ways of thinking)

To me it feels like all in life is duality. Cold vs hot. Bad vs good. Dark vs light and they are all in a system. Thus even escaping the system becomes a system, and surrendering to it as the words say is surrendering and not changing it

So I have no teacher, no-one to talk to, this is my own interpretation and thinking thus i would appreciate any and almost all things you have to say except when its just messing with me. This is what i wrote in my journal :

For we are a physical body going with the flow. And spirituality, magick, mindfulness, belief makes you subconsciously aware of this flow thus enabling you to get either through it or outside of it not it being predetermined.

1. Either to the outside of where I think will be pure fighting nonstop,survival feeling i got .
2. Either staying right in the middle of the flow being able to see the end and flowing, (Like being in a river in the center you just flow the more to the side the more the rocks scrape on you)In this flow feels nice and safe, the outside feels like pins and needles and bad. 
3. Or in some cases pushing the flow little by little.

This flow is powered by where we are, there is no useless flow so if we move our consciousness to be able to change it it will warp back and as long as we stay pushing it will not get back to default thus chasing your destiny/life.

NOW we get to my problem. ALL is a system that keeps you inside of it. Either that being loosh, reincarnation, good being bored and playing the game of separating himself into everything.
--> Everything is a system and since the system is so sophisticated it would produce the experience of transcendence as its own containment mechanism.<--
Like for the avg people give them life,  for thinkers give them spirituality a game within the system they try to get their go at it.

In my mind all still creates the system but the only way I think if beating it that makes sense is not to partake thus maybe taking your own life as many religions call it the highest sin(since it's breaks their system) not as a way of beeing sad and needing a timeout from this life but not partaking .And in the next life doing it faster and faster  reaching a null point where you don't partake
Then again this feel like choosing the outside the system not actually null.(I am not depressive just one part of the observation to be fair to all ways of thinking)

To me it feels like all in life is duality. Cold vs hot. Bad vs good. Dark vs light and they are all in a system. Thus even escaping the system becomes a system, and surrendering to it as the words say is surrendering and not changing it

So I have no teacher, no-one to talk to, this is my own interpretation and thinking thus i would appreciate any and almost all things you have to say except when its just messing with me. This is what i wrote in my journal :

For we are a physical body going with the flow. And spirituality, magick, mindfulness, belief makes you subconsciously aware of this flow thus enabling you to get either through it or outside of it not it being predetermined.

1. Either to the outside of where I think will be pure fighting nonstop,survival feeling i got .

2. Either staying right in the middle of the flow being able to see the end and flowing,
   (Like being in a river in the center you just flow the more to the side the more the rocks scrape on you)In this flow feels nice and safe, the outside feels like pins and needles and bad. 

3. Or in some cases pushing the flow little by little.

This flow is powered by where we are, there is no useless flow so if we move our consciousness to be able to change it it will warp back and as long as we stay pushing it will not get back to default thus chasing your destiny/life.

NOW we get to my problem. ALL is a system that keeps you inside of it. Either that being loosh, reincarnation, good being bored and playing the game of separating himself into everything.
--> Everything is a system and since the system is so sophisticated it would produce the experience of transcendence as its own containment mechanism.<--
Like for the avg people give them life,  for thinkers give them spirituality a game within the system they try to get their go at it.

In my mind all still creates the system but the only way I think if beating it that makes sense is not to partake thus maybe taking your own life as many religions call it the highest sin(since it's breaks their system) not as a way of beeing sad and needing a timeout from this life but not partaking .And in the next life doing it faster and faster  reaching a null point where you don't partake
Then again this feel like choosing the outside the system not actually null.(I am not depressive just one part of the observation to be fair to all ways of thinking)

To me it feels like all in life is duality. Cold vs hot. Bad vs good. Dark vs light and they are all in a system. Thus even escaping the system becomes a system, and surrendering to it as the words say is surrendering and not changing it

So I have no teacher, no-one to talk to, this is my own interpretation and thinking thus i would appreciate any and almost all things you have to say except when its just messing with me. This is what i wrote in my journal :

For we are a physical body going with the flow. And spirituality, magick, mindfulness, belief makes you subconsciously aware of this flow thus enabling you to get either through it or outside of it not it being predetermined.

1. Either to the outside of where I think will be pure fighting nonstop,survival feeling i got .
2. Either staying right in the middle of the flow being able to see the end and flowing,
3. (Like being in a river in the center you just flow the more to the side the more the rocks scrape on you)In this flow feels nice and safe, the outside feels like pins and needles and bad. 
4. Or in some cases pushing the flow little by little.

This flow is powered by where we are, there is no useless flow so if we move our consciousness to be able to change it it will warp back and as long as we stay pushing it will not get back to default thus chasing your destiny/life.

NOW we get to my problem. ALL is a system that keeps you inside of it. Either that being loosh, reincarnation, good being bored and playing the game of separating himself into everything.
--> Everything is a system and since the system is so sophisticated it would produce the experience of transcendence as its own containment mechanism.<--
Like for the avg people give them life,  for thinkers give them spirituality a game within the system they try to get their go at it.

In my mind all still creates the system but the only way I think if beating it that makes sense is not to partake thus maybe taking your own life as many religions call it the highest sin(since it's breaks their system) not as a way of beeing sad and needing a timeout from this life but not partaking .And in the next life doing it faster and faster  reaching a null point where you don't partake,(I am not depressive just one part of the observation to be fair to all ways of thinking)
Then again this feel like choosing the outside the system not actually null.

To me it feels like all in life is duality. STO vs STS . Bad vs good. Dark vs light , in vs out and they are all in a system. Thus even escaping the system becomes a system, and surrendering to it as the words say is surrendering and not changing it

Basically what the title says, A month or so ago shiny hunters made public a large dataset , Does anyone know where i can find that data?