What can I wear to rid myself of bad luck and death?
I'm sorry for the morbid topic line but I am borderline desperate.
Some background context to help clarify what I am seeking protection for. I work in heathcare, specifically L&D, and have experienced two cases that most people don't even experience ONCE in their ENTIRE career. I am less than a year in and have now seen it twice. Without trauma dumping, my recent case didn't survive.
I am seeking something to wear to protect myself, and by proxy my patients. I feel like there is a "black cloud" and I just want to protect myself from it. I want to feel like maybe this extraordinarily rare thing that is supposed to be once in a career won't happen again. I cannot wear rings so I am looking for something that can be a small pendant on a necklace that I can wear into the Operating Room.