shy guy's patterns
idk why a guy i don't even talk to keeps on looking at me for six months now. every time we walk past each other, he looks at me. even when i am behind him, he looks back every single time. he even finds me among the crowds; and whenever i look around, he's there too in my vicinity. especially every morning where i go to that one place, i occassionally see him there (for like 6 times during the 6 months) and now, he's there every single morning. though when i look back, he looks away and pretends he didn't see me. when i stood beside him, so close, he started coughing and idk why - he was always fumbling, too.
one time, i was sitting at a table, chatting with friends when i felt a pair of eyes staring at me - he had been watching me from afar all along. and recently, i was alone at a table, talking to my friends at the phone when he sat on the nearest chair across me, scrolling through his phone.
it's just that it's always the same guy and there were no time when he didn't look. always lingering, always looking, yet seems to be scared of whatever it was.