Im still lost
Hello, I just wanted to share something.
30 M single
A regular government employee. Feels like im living for the sake of being alive. I dont find any geniune feelings of joy in any events, occasions, nor simple laughable scenarios. I simply produce proper expressions for a moment like a regular being but never genuinely feel like it inside whether at work or here.
Only have couple of weeks or less to spend here in hometown every 4 to 6 mons, and 90% of that time I only spend it staying at home chilling.
Don't have any close friend or anyone to hangout to other than my family. I was pressured by them, saying I should look for partner soon. Heck, i don't even know how or where to even start that quest. Perhaps, its time to get out of my comfort zone.
Thats all for now, ill update this post if anything happens. Thank you for reading cupcake.
^(Also, any recommendations on where to start are appreciated btw.)