Possibly running away at 14..
So im not going to share where im from or anything but these past few days ive really considered running away and going to live with my partner, things at home are not the best but their definitely not terrible either, im mostly thinking about running away to go be with my partner who lives pretty far, and I really want to see them, also if I go live with them I would have a lot more freedom, at home I just feel as though I dont have as much freedom as I would like to have and I know thats probably how every teen feels but im just really tired of it, my relationship with my mom is rocky so I dont care much about it. At the same time I know I would eventually start to miss my family and thats really the only thing stopping me from leaving right now, I know all of this isn't the best idea but at the same time it feels like the only option I have to finally feel happy and free. Im just really stuck, if anyone has any advice I'd really like to hear it.
Edit: Yes my partner is older, not illegally older, and just to say its not even their idea its mine they wasn't the one who brought it up i did. Despite everything, I know i am young but for the most part when I go about things I think maturely, im not sure if this matters but I do look older like extremely older tbh everytime I go out people always mistake me for 18 and older not bragging abt it, if anything it sucks. So over the years ive always been treated older and it is rlly hard and it sucks. The only reason im putting this in here is so people get an idea that its not my partners idea.