u/Ok_Temperature_5266

I was hoping I’d finally get diagnosed with something but it’s still a mystery.

My symptoms are bulge in clit that I can feel, pelvic floor pain, pee split (pee doesn’t come out all the way unless I massage it out, inner thigh pain, left side pain inside of vagina when using tampons or having sex, having to pee 10 times a day, waking up every hour some times to pee when it’s really bad.

I can feel a bulge inside of my vagina that they didn’t see AGAIN while I was laying and baring down.

They’re having me go to pelvic floor therapy in 3 weeks. That’s it.

Wtf ? I’m still completely in the dark about wtf this is.

I’m so exhausted, it’s been almost 3 years of this shit.

Everything is fine, no utis, my pee came back completely normal twice, nothing is wrong!!?

This is crazy.

I’m scared it’ll be something that can’t get better without surgery and I have a fear of surgery!!
This just feels unfair!! It all started with a uti🙃

I’ve been singing for years and just started taking lessons again after having a racist teacher in 2020 that would say some off the shit and then try to be friends with me.

No one I’ve sung around has said I could sing.
I just did a recital and nothing.
My teacher has never said it either.

I feel like it’s my tone. I’m a women with a raspy voice which is good with me because I want to sing rock/blue.

I’ve always thought my speech was off and my voice sounds distorted. I always make my speaking voice higher to sound more feminine and softer.

Anyway, how do I tackle this ? I want to sing and be a singer but no one will give me feed back in real life.

I got a uti in 2024 and ever sense them my lie has been hell. I had to take 2 rounds of antibiotics which ruined my gut health and made be have back and forth diarrhea and conservation episodes.
At one point I was pooping out white poop. Everything has since gotten better even though I do still deal with constipation now.

I now have what I believe to be a prolapse and it makes
Me spit my pee. The prolapse is on the left side and I can feel it in siting close my left vaginal wall. My left leg and pelvis hurts after walking a long time or roller skating.

The left side of my clit is crazy sensitive and can also hurt if touched for too long. I also have to manually move the “prolapse” to get all my pee out.

I have a gyno appointment this month because I’ve started spotting randomly which has never happened in my life. ( I’m almost 30).

No kids, no pregnancy. All this started because of gut problems.

I now pee so much. I have to wake up to pee at night. I do drink water but nothing that crazy for this to happen.

I’m really hoping for advice or reassurance that this could be a prolapse and not something serious like cancer or anything. I’m freaking out just waiting for answers. I’ve been living like this for two years!