u/Olafevan2013

I have always been a cis boy but after watching tadc I have tried out some different genders.

I have settled on bigender and when I secretly (I haven't came out yet) express my femme it makes me happy

But when I am in everyday life I find it hard to be more femme and it doesn't come naturally. I feel that however much I try I always want to be more femme, but I kind of feel it may be a performance

When I read other posts they say how they never fit in and being bigender let's them be truly themselves, but I dont think I feel as strongly about it

I don't know if I would be living a lie if I kept on being this

I have only decided to try bi for a few days btw

I hope someone can help me with my struggle

I have always been a cis boy but after watching tadc I have tried out some different genders.

I have settled on bigender and when I secretly (I haven't came out yet) express my femme it makes me happy

But when I am in everyday life I find it hard to be more femme and it doesn't come naturally. I feel that however much I try I always want to be more femme, but I kind of feel it may be a performance

When I read other posts they say how they never fit in and being bigender let's them be truly themselves, but I dont think I feel as strongly about it

I don't know if I would be living a lie if I kept on being this

I have only decided to try bi for a few days btw

I hope someone can help me with my struggle

Ps: I posted this on lgbteens but for some reason the mods removed it so I am posting here