u/Old-Gas8013

Persona 5 royal 🤩

The photo above was a picture from yesterdays post I made

Today I have just finished the one hour lesson with the new instructor and to sum he says I he will not let me use his car because he doesn’t think I’m test ready

The car was felt different to what I was used I was learning in a diesel also and this was petrol and his way teaching in the one hour was good but very different

I think I had a lot of because I had a lot to show and prove which ultimately made me overthinking and I hadn’t drove for about a month and half prior to today

I really do think if I take my test tomorrow I can pass but I don’t have a car and I need to rent one and just in a really shitty position at the moment

What are some people’s thoughts or opinions
I really do think I have good enough driving ability I just think the circumstances and things was a big play in the performance today????

My test is in 2 days I haven’t had a lesson in over a month

but I’ve done over 40 hours in total and I don’t necessarily struggle with anything in particular. I think I’m fairly confident in my driving

I’m wondering how this will affect me on my test day

I’m also in a situation where my instructor has ignored me for the last couple weeks so last minute tomorrow I have to do a “mock test” style lesson with an instructor I’ve never drove with before to see if they will let me drive their car for the test on Friday

This is basically summing up how I feel I’m tired of this stuff man this is the one thing I have going on for me in my life and even still I seems I can’t progress even after trying hard for 8 months and it’s not like I’m new to the gym I’ve been for years just consistent in the last 8 months genuinely what’s the point what am I not understanding

1st picture is when I started 58 days ago about a month and a half ago
I was 62kg
2nd and rest of pictures is today (abit bloated as I ate a lot) I’m around 70kg (I couldn’t get the same angle from the 1st picture so I added a couple of different angles/lightings for reference)
I’m trying to build muscle but I miss being that lean is it a good time to cut or should I continue to bulk for a few more months (all opinions and answers wanted and needed)

1st picture is when I decided to increase calories and “lean bulk” about 1 month and 2 weeks ago
2nd picture is today

Gym wise I definitely have gotten stronger and I am lifting heavier than ever
And recently family has now stated that they can tell I have been going to the gym
Me personally I find it hard to realise much difference and I know it’s only a month in so I’m not expecting much so am I on the the right track or what