need big sister advice
went out with friends and friends of my friends . got really drunk. remember the guy. we were flirting. i remember we kissed on the dance floor and i wanted to. after then i kinda don’t remember anything. apparently some of us went to an office and played table tennis. we then went to another bar but i lost my ID and the guy didn’t get let in. apparently we ubered to another place, i kinda remember jumping a fence and sitting in a closed bar’s beer garden and met two girls i think who were 17. after that i can’t remember anything . apparently the guy got ogalo. next thing i remember i was woken up by my mum the next morning. i was naked in my bed, and peed the bed, saw my pad that was stuck to my undies in the floor. later that day my friends told me i had had sex with the guy, because he told his friends that when he was sneaking out, he woke up my mum and she had a mini heart attack.
i kinda remember maybe being on top of him having sex, maybe he had a small penis or ejaculated really quick.
it’s just so unlike me to be bold enough to bring a guy home, my parents and mum and really catholic and strict about that stuff. so i really can’t imagine i suggested or wanted to go back to my place.
in the past i have blacked out. a couple months earlier i got really drunk and brought this mutual friend back to my share house but we didn’t have sex or anything i distinctively remember saying no.