What in my chart points to lessons around isolation and difficult relationships?
Does my chart suggest lessons around isolation and difficult relationships?
I (26F) am struggling with an overwhelming amount of loneliness and isolation in my life, and I’m wondering if there’s something in my chart that points to difficult relationship patterns or feeling disconnected from others.
I currently have almost no one in my life outside of my parents. I used to be extremely social in high school and had a huge friend group, but over time those friendships either ended badly or slowly disappeared.
I joined the military, got married young, moved across the country, and then went through a divorce after my partner left me for someone else. Since then, I’ve struggled to rebuild any kind of stable support system. Every relationship I had ever been in previously was built on a pretty codependent foundation.
It’s now been about 4 years since my divorce and I still feel deeply isolated. I work from home, rarely go out, and after a lot of painful experiences (bad relationships, betrayal, assault, toxic friendships, and an insufferable amount of rebirth, awakening, and healing) I’ve developed a pretty rough inner dialogue and a comfort with just removing myself from the equation.
Does my chart suggest lessons around isolation and difficult relationships?