u/One_Engineering3828

so I have always been in a girls school my WHOLE LIFE and I quite recently identified myself as bisexual since I have been crushing on a girl for almost 3 YEARS NOW.
honestly she is the sweetest soul I ever met , but the problem is idk if she is comfortable with this stuff 😭
we have talked about lgbtq+ stuff before as she was reading a book involving a gay relationship she was quite open about it idk if I should test the water guys.

she told me yesterday that she noticed me for the first time in 7th standard and since then was thinking how to be friend me ,she also thinks I look really beautiful yusss that's what she said and also added that she has never seen such a unique beauty (it could just be a friendly compliment) but I swear I dont look that good

she has been the sweetest person to me she even said that out of all the friends she has ever made I am the most genuine one AHHHHH

yesterday, she LOVESS volleyball but when everyone was playing she wanted to talk to me about the book we both have been reading instead of playing when others called her to play she denied on the spot and I am not the sporty one so I dont usually play and when I do she cheers for me even when I hit the shittiest shot
IDK WHAT TO DOOO
I haven't told anybody that I am bisexual

I just remembered that yesterday I got hurt because of my clumsy ass and it was not a big deal just a little scratch but she was literally so worried even caressed my hands and its a big deal for me cause I have Hyperhidrosis and she dosen't even mind holding my hands and caressing them when they get cold
I just hope she dosent use reddit cause this is way to obvious 😭

ig its not even crush at this point I am just in love with her as she loves reading I am writing a book on her 😭I am down bad ik

so I am the one who wrote the book about my crush of 3 years
long story short I am have been a little confused lately cause first I am bisexual and I like one of my friend who is a GIRL as well.

I have genuinely liked only 2 people in my life first was a guy and second is my this crush. And I just like her so muchhhh I dont know why.

I have posted once about the signs I see that she might be comfortable with lgbtq we talk about it a lot she reads book involving queer relationships and all.

btw I didn't come out yet..soo yea she is pretty good friend of mine she LOVES reading so I wrote a book on her from the moment I saw her to how much I like her :>

she said she likes pure relationships that are not just about lust, she talks talks to me about it. she said she will be a little confused if a girl asked her out which scared me.

I see a lot of positive signs like she says she likes how beautiful I look and how unique my features are and I am not that beautiful I swear, she dosen't mind holding and caressing my hands when they get cold cause I have palmar Hyperhidrosis which makes my hand cold as hell, I am so shit at sports and she still cheers for me even if I hit the shittiest shot, she laughs at all of my jokes gng I am the most unfunny person you will ever meet, she listens to me attentively even once she talks to me for the whole games period (she LOVES volleyball just as much I love her). she said she remembered when she first saw me in 7th standard and always wanted to befriend me (we are in a girls school).

I think I will ruin things if she dosent feel the same but she will defiantly keep the book for the rest of her life I just dont know what to do 🥲(I haven't came out yet)