Has anyone seen the photos of bianca wearing the kitty underwear I cannot find the photos anymore as they got copyrighted and i can’t find discourse about it anywhere Is this fakenews :( or will he be selling them?
I’m 18 I’ve been struggling with what I think is anorexia since I was 13 I’ve had phases lasting weeks or months where I’ll lose a lot of weight I’ll stop eating etc etc and then something will click and I’ll go back to normal i haven’t been diagnosed with anything last time I went to the doctor my weight didn’t come up or anything so idk, I feel like I am yearning for a diagnosis and It makes me feel like a weirdo but I just want to know what’s wrong with me why am I like this. I like being skinny but I don’t like starving i actually dislike it but I like how empty I feel when I do it makes my intrusive thoughts quieter cause when I am thinking I’m thinking about my weight or my food noise, I want to be diagnosed just so I can prove I’m not crazy I feel crazy and weird I have no one to talk to about this , my family has noticed my behavior throughout the years but when I’ve tried to open up to them it becomes a weird cycle of them telling me how I feel and telling me why I’m doing it so idk I hope this makes sense, so basically I want to know if it would be weird to see a doctor or a therapist to get a diagnosis or atleast an answer?.