MCA Naubos ko sahod ko because of my gambling addiction
For context im just an minimum wage worker who lives alone with no family and i just lost 10k of my salary kasi i have a gambling addiction, ive been seeking help with therapist and hotlines for 3 months now pero kagabi na tukso ako nang ads nawalan ako nang control, last night i cashed in 10k of my salary para lang maglaro kasi i was feeling lucky, i told myself that. After a few hours i was up then it happened, the adrenaline rushing over me i went all in on roulette. I put it on black and when the ball stopped spinning thats when i realized 3 months of therapy and trying to better myself was all for nothing because I couldn't control myself havent slept since 2 am and have been contemplating about it.
Im not posting this to ask for pity, im posting this so that if you have someone who has the same problem as me im begging you all to help them before its too late.
It wasn't too late for me it was all getting better it was just one slip up one ignorant decision that led to this, 3 montvs of progress back into rock bottom thinking about it.
Help you're friends, family and anyone you know who gambles to stop.