Ako yung dating takbuhan kapag may problema ang kamag anak, kaibigan at kakilala. One call away lang at kung may maiaambag ako sa problema nila binibigay ko. Tatay ko proud na proud sakin sa achievements ko dati.

Ngayon na nagdecline ang quality of life ko at ako ngayon ang nangangailangan bakit biglang bumababa ang tingin nila sakin? Pati tatay ko minamata na ako na para bang wala akong napatunayan.

Ganito ba dapat? Pwede ba akong magtanim ng sama ng loob sa mga natulungan ko nung nasa taas pa ko? Sobrang sakit sa damdamin na para bang basura ang tingin sakin ng mga tao ngayon.

Hi. 31F mag-32 na. Hahaha!
Nagagawa ko naman gusto ko, work-life balance, everyday papawis, travel.

Alam ko masaya ako, ramdam ko din naman.

Pero, bakit kapag may nag-update sa akin about ex ko, nalulungkot ako. Pakiramdam ko sinisikmuraan pa din ako.

Wala naman kaming communication non, never din ako nagstalk. Pero ngayon, napapapost ako dito kasi nagkwento workmate ko na, “Uy be, ang saya niya with new gf, ganda pictures nila.”

Hahahahaha!!! Ayaw ko ng nararamdaman ko. 🥹🥹🥹

​Di ko alam paano ko titingnan nang diretso si Papa after kong aksidente na makita ‘yung browser history ng TV namin and I Found out na mahilig pala si Dad sa adult content and let's just say, hindi lang siya basta 'panonood.' Sobrang awkward na tuloy kumain sa hapag-kainan kasi feeling ko may alam akong secret na hindi ko dapat alam. Normal ba ‘to or should I be worried? Sana hindi ko na lang chineck ‘yung browser history ng TV namin"

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​"Totoo nga talaga ‘yung sabi nila na 'curiosity kills the cat.' Akala ko kasi may isesearch lang ako, pero laking gulat ko na si Dad pala ay suki ng mga adult sites. Bilang anak, sobrang uncomfortable lang talaga. Paano ba magka-amnesia? Help niyo ‘ko kalimutan ‘yung nakita ko pls."

​"Confession lang kasi wala akong mapagsabihan. High respect ako sa Dad ko, pero nawala bigla ‘yung image niya sa utak ko nung nalaman kong nanonood siya ng bold content. Alam kong human nature siguro, pero iba pa rin pala kapag sa sarili mong magulang nanggaling. Any tips paano i-handle ‘to nang hindi nagiging cold sa kanya?"

At Isa pa parehong lalaki yung pina nonood nya at eto pa

Isa din ako sa na nonood ng parehong lalaki mapa halik man o dumating sa punto na nag s sex na sila, pero napaka awkward parin talaga kapag ama mo na ang na nonood ng ganon.

I have this 4 years old brother that is reckless, stubborn, and lazy. Feel ko magiging sobrang sama ko rito but all of this was my observation sa kaniya. Have you seen a child that is getting mad whenever they are scolded? When you took their phone? When you ask them a favor? Well, that’s how my little brother grew up. We’re three brothers and I am the middle child, our grandma is our guardian. In short words, laking lola ang kapatid ko, me and my kuya grew up with our mom.

‎My brother is so persistent, he wants to get everything he wants so yeah he is spoiled.

‎ I am the one who’s teaching my little brother how to write, read, and solve mathematics. Back when he was still 2-3 years old, he always snatches my pen and paper so he could write and doodle —that’s where I started teaching him how to write. As his brother, I know he has intelligence, he builds blocks (LEGO), he can solve basic math, and he can even count 1 to 100.

‎However, when he reaches 4 years old, his obsession with writing has gone. 4 years old na siya yet hindi pa marunong magsulat + tamad. Kapag tinuturuan ko siya na magsulat, iniiyakan niya lang ako at magsusumbong lang sa lola namin. I hate the fact na kahit paluin ko pa siya nang paluin is ayaw niya talaga at naaawa na ako sa kaniya. I even asked him if he wanted to go to school, he said he doesn’t want to anymore even if it means throwing away his toys hanggang sa mapagod na lang ako sa kaniya and I’ll call it a day na lang.

So hindi ko alam kung sasabihin ko pa ba to or i t-tago ko na lang pero talaga ang hirap eh, I can't help it.

So may gay friends ako or whatever you call to them, may pinakita kase sila sakin na hubad na picture ni sir actually yung una is vid, literal na hubad sya and same lang sa 2nd, but picture naman sya, baka sabihin nyo gawa gawa lang, I also have the picture pero yung bago is wala sakin and na delete ko na sya kase alam ko na mali yun, and you know I hate myself na din kasi after ko makita yun grabe nako mag imagine sa kanya, sorry talaga for sir.

Kasi ang hirap din neto angkinin, and lagi syang bumabagabag sakin, ni r-respeto ko si sir fr and I never hate him the way he was, it's just my friend kasi na pinakita talaga nila sakin without warning.

I'm so sorry talaga for sir and also sa nag b-basa neto and need ko din ng advice for help nadin kasi ang hirap eh, I also delete the forwarded video.

I'm sorry talaga sir..

Pagod na pagod na ako sa anak ko. Only child sya and pagtrato nya sa akin para akong atm, yaya at trouble shooter ng mga kapalpakan nya. Minumura nya ako, binabastos pag pinagsasabihan pero sa akin pa din naman sya umaasa para sa pagaaral nya at lahat lahat. Hindi naman namin sya nirerequire ng tatay nya na mag ambag, aral lang sya. Wala din kaming inaasa na sa future aalagaan nya kami. Sa totoo lang, nakikita ko na na magiisa ako. Maliban sa husband ko, I don't think my kid will be around in my senior years. Masama lang loob ko and I don't need advice, I just want to release my exasperation and frustration. Ayaw ko kausapin mga relatives ko or friends ko kasi ayaw ko masira yun tingin ng ibang tao sa kanya. Nakakapagod na palagi nya Ako sinisisi nya sa mga mali or perceived weaknesses nya. Palagi nya kinocompare buhay nya sa iba lalo na sa mga sobrang yaman na mga pinsan nya. Kahit na magkakuba kuba kami ng tatay nya di namin kaya ibigay sa kanya yun hinihingi nya. Gusto nya sa abroad mag aral pero ang kaya lang namin is ipagaral sya sa isa sa mga schools in the Big 3. I also make an effort na provide sa kanya yun mga damit at gamit na maganda. Hindi kami poor pero Hindi din kami super yaman. Ngayong gabi lang, sinabihan nya ako na pangit at kaya daw hindi sya makahanap ng karelationship na may sinabi kasi hindi daw ako socialite. Nag init na talaga ako, gusto ko na umiyak. I just walked away. Ayaw ko na mag care sa apaka sobrang ungrateful na tao.

MCA kasama na sa routine ko tlga mag check in mag isa tapos mag release mag isa ng stress iykiyk tapos ngayun lang napaisip ako, di ata normal? Or idk hahhaha nag checheck in ako kasi wala gusto ko lang buong umaga at gabi sa malambot na kama walang saplot tapos ansarap kaya sa feeling manlambot na parang nasa cloudnine atleast d ako nag dadrugs hahaha peroo normall baa??? 1-2 times a month lang naman, tska virgin ako kaya mag isa ok na? Baka may mag dm pa mag tatanong bat ako mag isa…. Sariling sikap nganiii….

For context im just an minimum wage worker who lives alone with no family and i just lost 10k of my salary kasi i have a gambling addiction, ive been seeking help with therapist and hotlines for 3 months now pero kagabi na tukso ako nang ads nawalan ako nang control, last night i cashed in 10k of my salary para lang maglaro kasi i was feeling lucky, i told myself that. After a few hours i was up then it happened, the adrenaline rushing over me i went all in on roulette. I put it on black and when the ball stopped spinning thats when i realized 3 months of therapy and trying to better myself was all for nothing because I couldn't control myself havent slept since 2 am and have been contemplating about it.

Im not posting this to ask for pity, im posting this so that if you have someone who has the same problem as me im begging you all to help them before its too late.

It wasn't too late for me it was all getting better it was just one slip up one ignorant decision that led to this, 3 montvs of progress back into rock bottom thinking about it.

Help you're friends, family and anyone you know who gambles to stop.

I say unintentionally kasi late ko na na discover na siya pala.

Anyway ganito yung nangyari. I was not really broke that time kaya lang may upcoming outing kami ng mga friends ko but then due to a family emergency nabawasan ko yung pera na sinet aside para sa outing namin. So i needed quick cash kasi mga 1 wk away nalang yung outing.

Ayaw kong umutang kasi syempre nakakahiya if uutang tapos ang dahilan is gagala. Or kung mag sinongalin naman ako tapos makita ng inutangan ko na ginala ko lang pala edi mas malala. So utang was out of the picture.

Nag isip talaga ako ng ways na makaka pera agad and ang pumapasok talaga sa isip ko is mag sell ng nOOds or even maki pag seks sa iba for cash hahahaha. Pero syempre hindi ko tinuloy kasi una it’s not very not moral lalo na yung seks na part. Pangalawa ang dami possible risk na involve like kumalat yung nOOds or worse, may gawing masama yung ma hohookup ko. Naghanap nalang ako ng other ways.

Sinubokan ko dito sa reddit baka may makita ako dito. While scrolling may nakita ako na someone na nag hahanap ng used pan+ies pero medyo luma na yung post. Doon ako nagka idea kasi at least ito mas safe.

Nag post ako dito sa reddit. After ilang ilang minutes may nag reply agad. Nag negotiate kami sa prices, kung ilang ibibigay ko pati kung saan ko pwde e drop yung “package” kasi ayaw ko rin maki pag meetup kasi syempre may hiya and takot din.

Ang naging agreement namin is iwan ko lang sa guard sa isa sa mga gate ng school nila under sa name na Richard tapos send siya ng bayad pag nasa guard na. Yung school is school ko rin, ang sabi pa niya na is graduating student siya doon.. Hindi ko lang minention na sa same school kami. Sinadya ko siyang sinabihan na mga afternoon ko e dadrop doon. Pero ang ginawa ko is morning ko binigay sa guard kasi baka magka salisi kami. Pati friend ko lang din na hindi taga doon na school ang pina drop ko. Uniqlo na paper bag pinag lagyan ko tapos may sticky note na “Richard” ang naka lagay. Yung sinabihan ko siya na na drop ko na with photo proof, na bigla siya pero nag send lang din siya agad ng payment. Nag reason lang ako na napadaan lang ako kaya napaaga.

Tapos yung lunch time that day, palabas ako ng school timing pagdaan ko sa guardhouse nandoon yung teacher, kilala ko lang siya by mukha kasi from another department pero lagi ko na siyang nakikita, mga around late 30s to early 40s ata agae niya. As in nakita ko talaga na nilagay niya yung paper bag ko sa bag niya hahahaha. Na shock ako pero syempre nag act normal lang kasi baka dudahan pa niya.

So ayon never ko siyang kiconfront about it, wala din akong sinabihan and never ko ng inulit.

30s F na ako now but I still remember this. Took me a few years before ko narealize kung ano yung ibig sabihin ng nakita ko hahahaha. Anyways, for context, when I was 11 wala pa akong sariling phone that time. I was allowed to borrow naman yung phones ng family members para lang makapaglaro ng games. It just so happened na sa phone ng BIL ko yung favorite kong game. On this day, nairita ako kasi nastuck ako sa isang stage so nang-gigil ako sa buttons. Ayun na-exit yung game and napunta ako sa main menu then nagpop up yung calendar, yung pwede na maglagay ng notes/reminders. May mga notes na on different dates tapos nakalagay na “S3x with *my sister’s name*” meron din naman “S3x with *other name*”

At the time almost 1 year pa lang silang married. At 11yo, I didn’t really know what that meant. Naisip ko lang na since frequently travelling tong BIL ko sa work, baka work meetings lang ganon. I even went back as far back as 6 mos sa calendar at meron ngang nakalagay na ganon, nag-iiba lang yung mga araw at names. And yes, puro names of different women + sister ko yung andun. Yung gulat ko years later when I found out what “S3x with…” meant hahahaha.

Present day - they’re still married with kids na. Pero g@gu parin tong si BIL. Ako parin nakakita, this time nakita na rin ni hubby ko hahahaha. May 2nd phone kasi tong si BIL ngayon and for some reason laging nawawala tapos sa amin niya hinahanap (as if naman nasa amin lol.) One time nakipaglaro ako sa niece ko while she was using her ipad tapos tuloy-tuloy yung notif sa messages. Dun namin nakita ni hubby na naka-sync pala yung icloud nung 2nd phone ni BIL dun sa ipad ng niece ko. Hiniram ko muna yung ipad from my niece, sabi ko aayusin namin ni hubby yung notifs - ayun nabasa namin lahat ng convo at dahil naalala ko yung nakita ko nung 11 ako, chineck ko yung calendar app. Ayun nga merong naka-sync sa calendar netong loko HAHAHAHAHA same thing ang nakalagay pero different names again. Hindi na niya natanggal yung habit niya, both the actual s3x and the s3x calendar.

My co-worker has this very beautiful wife. He sometimes post some of their pictures and somehow her wife has this page of herself selling contents on Alua and OF. He sometimes even share her wife’s post “new private content” on FB. And somehow some of my cousins got drunk and showed me her wife’s “content” AND DAMN. I was stunned.

Our summer outing is just around the corner and I think his family will be there and I don’t know what to act around them.

di ko alam kung pano ko to ikekwento nang hindi natatawa HAHAHAHAHHAHA, back when i was 8th grade i was one of the top of my class and ayoko talagang umaabsent to the point na kahit anong sakit hindi ako mapipigilang pumasok. one time, i had a really bad diarrhea and i never knew why. wala akong kinain or what but i started to think about the nutella that my nana gave me, it was fckng expired and i regret eating it 😭😭

pag kumakain kasi ako hindi ko na tinitigan yung expiration date which is the dumbest thing I've ever done.

so dahil di nga ako umaabsent, pumasok pa rin ako kahit sobrang sama ng pakiramdam ko. Diarrhea + Fever as the cherry on top 😭

sobrang sakit ng tyan ko nung first period namin and nag cr ako, so medyo gumaan naman pakiramdam ko ng mga ilang hours. not until naramdaman ko nanaman na masakit tyan ko nung 4th to the last period na namin 😭

akala ko naootot lang ako because i felt like i was about to fart, well normal naman kasi sa classroom na nag oototan HAHAHAHHAHAHA. so tinry ko ilabas

pag labas nya, may naramdaman ako na medyo wet and liquidy substance sa tewup ko and wala pa kong dobleng short non which is underwear and palda lang suot ko kasi nga naiinitan poque ko AHHAHAHHAHAHHAHA

andaming nag reklamo na amoy ebak daw and they were like "who the fuck shit on their pants" and so kunyari inosentw ako, nag paalam ako sa prof namin na mag c-cr ako. thankfully pumayag naman sya but still kinabahan ako bago mag paalam kasi he was talking about bawal lumabas or mag cr mid-class, i told him na it is my red days so sabi ko mag papalit ako napkin.

habang nag lalakad ako palabas ng room namin, nakahawak ako sa pwet ko kasi nafefeel ko na tumatagos na sya sa palda ko and andaming naka tingin sakin 😭😆

nung naka cr na ko, nag poop ako saglit kasi nga ayaw ng kaibigan ko na pinag aantay sya (nag pasama ako, just incase). then ang ginawa ko sa underwear ko, tinapon ko don sa bintana ng comfort room 😭

pag akyat namin ng friend ko, kinakabahan ako kasi palda nalang suot ko non and baka pag bumukaka ako makikita nila kipaylu ko HAHAHHAHA

nang hingi ako alcohol sa isa naming friend then inalcoholan ko talaga buong bottom part ko, wala na kong pake kahit mabasa palda ko sa alcohol mawala lang talaga yung amoy 😭

till this day, hindi pa rin alam ng mga classmate ko yon and only i and my mom knows that literal shit happened.

naging lesson sya for me kaya tuwing nag kakasakit ako di na ko pumapasok 😭😂🤣

Been doing this for years already. Its either I am pretty damn good at keeping this as a secret or my parents already knew it and just decided to not talk about it. I am a guy and I like dressing up as a woman, as in full body transformation. Wigs, nails, heels, hip pads etc. At first, ginagawa ko lang siya kapag walang tao sa Bahay, dress up dress up ganyan hanggang sa naisip ko, why not I go out in public dressed as a girl? I am small for my age and kapag nagsuot ako ng corset at hip pads, I think I'll pass as a woman. So I did that. I book a hotel far from our place and go to the mall, to the coffee shop and park dressed as an office chic. It felt nice and I started doing it occasionally. I knew for a fact that I am heterosexual since I still get turned on by the usual stuff but I have this weird crossdressing kink. I don't know someone whom I can share this with and I doubt my family and friends would understand. I also think this will affect whatever relationship I may have in the future kasi naman diba? No woman would like to have her man wear the same outfit as hers. Haha

Random senti lang (TW: Self-harm)

One of my biggest realizations about myself was I was never a genius. I was just a people pleaser.

Growing up, lagi akong pinapaulanan ng praises ng mga tao kesyo napakatalented ko. Halos lahat kase kaya ko except sa sports. Acads, arts, music, but I mostly shined sa writing. Sa school competition, ako lagi ang #1 noon.

Lumala to noong nag-college ako. Mas mahigpit ang pressure dahil naging part pa ako ng student council. President ng org, tapos Managing Editor ng campus paper — on top of maintaining my Second Honor status sa DL (to maintain my scholarship) and my writing career. All of these on the same academic year. Dito na ako nagsimulang mag-spiral. My bullying din kasing nangyari noon. Sobrang suffocating.

On that year, I began rebelling. Halos lahat yata nagawa ko. Nakipagsex, nag-weed, pumasok nang lasing, di umuwi ng bahay, nag-cutting, hindi nag-submit ng requirements, nag-self-harm, nag-attempt mag-KMS. I almost lost my scholarship along the way. Dumating sa punto na kinausap ako ng area chairman namin noon dahil alarming daw yung sudden drop sa performance ko. It was a very emotional talk, na naging start din ng pag-heal ko.

For the first time in my life, naamin ko sa sarili kong I never want all of these. Hindi ko gustong maging top performing student. Na ginagawa ko lang ito because I want them to praise me — something na never kong nakuha sa family ko, who only saw me as a failure.

Sa huli, I lost my latin honor. I was the Top 1 of my department, and has a GWA na pang-Magna cum Laude. Nandoon ang panghihinayang, pero wala rin akong regret. Kasi kung pinilit ko pa, malamang wala na ako to write this long as post on early Sunday morning

So this foreigner guy u/Murky_Block7823 is posting sexual videos of his hook-ups with women but he doesn't clearly blur or edit the faces of the women which makes the women easily identifiable or doxxed. Bringing light and action to this guy before he 'causes more harm to women. Instead of taking accountability and actually blurring the women's faces properly, he opted to just block me and silence me whilst I was just bringing awareness on the ladies' faces being shown. We don't even know if it's consensual but most likely not. Until now he is posting that has the faces easily seen. You don't come to our country to only expose our women with such acts.

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so i have this workmate and married siya (wait…. lemme finish my story bago magjudge) and i know he’s into me.. pero di naman ako nagfflirt or anything, nature niya lang magpatawa and all kaya may mga exchange of jokes kami. ibang dept siya pero may times na need ko siya sa ginagawa ko.

then eto nga nainis ako sakanya kasi di niya ginawa yung inuutos ko sakanya e need ko na yun today. so nagsorry siya nagbigay siya sakin ng coffee, and then he winked… guys, this guy is so ugly ha, he’s moreno and tall and fit naman. but not really attractive at all! ako naman, i can’t say im super duper pretty pero im mestiza. im 1/4 spanish so let’s leave it to your imagination…

So ayun nga uwian na nung binigay niya coffee tapos nagwink siya…. im telling you.. iba naramdaman ko don….. My coworkers saw nung kinditan ako and napa yuck sila 😭 pero in a biro way lang dun guy. pero alam mo yun, somewhat true din namn. Ako kunware umirap lang. pero…

it just made me realize that ugly guys do fucking turn me on… idk if its a kink or what.. i have experiences with handsome men but the way ugly guys fuck you talagang… different.. may gigil. may parang pagsamba sa katawan mo na handsome men don’t usually do…

and that wink made me wet.. clear ko lang ulit na kasal siya kaya wala ako balak kantutin siya ah… pero i must admit napafinger, yes i was imagining about fucking that ugly guy….

some guys i fucked before yung mga mukhang di mo akalaing papatulan ko, kaya it made me realize na there’s something wrong with me. yes nagkakacrush ako sa pogi, pero libog na libog ako sa panget na alam kong pinagnanasaan ako.

that is my confession… made a new account just to confess this kasi baka may katulad din sakin??? 😅

Lahat ng ka-org ko bilib na bilib sa bilis kong mag-produce ng technical documentation, event flows, and even emails. They think I’m some kind of management prodigy.

The truth? I’ve automated almost everything using a "stack" of AI agents. I just "Vibe Supervise" the output for 10 minutes and call it a day. While they think I’m grinding until 2 AM, I’m actually just playing Terraria or watching lyrics of Cup of Joe. The guilt of being called "hardworking" is starting to eat me alive.

We have 4 dogs. 3 aspin and 1 shih tzu, my mother’s golden child. Kung ang mga tatay may mga manok panabong, ang nanay ko naman ay shih tzu nya.

Out of all our dogs, sya yung pinaka nabubwisit ako. The other 3 were never potty trained pero alam nila kung sila dapat dumumi. Yung shih tzu ni mama sa loob ng bahay dumudumi and what’s worse, madalas sa kama. Sobrang lambing at amo din nung tatlo at never ako tinahulan. Pero yung shih tzu na yon lately nananahol na kahit wala ka namn gawin.

Lahat ng sapatos namin may ngatngat ng aso nya. Pero pag pinakain mo naman ng mamahaling dog food ayaw. Sya lang ang fully vaccinated sa apat pero ang dalas dumumi ng dugo at sumuka ng dilaw. Kailangan bilan sya ng chicken breast o atay para kumain at kailangan subuan pa sya. Kailangan may kama syang sarili kung hindi magtatatahol hanggang marindi mga tao sa bahay. Ayaw rin ng hindi naka aircon lalo na tag init ngayon. Kahit pinapakalbo sya aircon pa rin sya.

Pero kahit na ganon, pinapakain ko pa rin sya, niluluto ko yung ulam nya at sinusubuan kahit labag sa loob ko. Pinupulot dumi nya, pinupunasan wiwi nya, niniligpit kalat nya. Not all the time pero pag nagkataon na nakita ko kalat nya or dumi nya, syempre nililinis ko na. Lahat ng tao dito sa bahay parang alipin nya at kailangan pagsilbihan sya. Sa loob ng 9 years 4 times kami binilan ni mama ng kama dahil di namin matiis yung nanunuot na panghi at baho ng foam gawa ng aso nyang paborito.

They digs are now 7-11 years old. Yung shih tzu ay 9 years old na. And I secretly wish na out of all the dogs we have, ay sya na ang mauna. Actually matagal ko nang sikretong hinihiling to. Grabe na ang sakripisyo ng buong pamilya sa aso na yon. My mom loves that little demon pero everybody else wants that little shi to finally stop breathing.

Lalo na ngayon, dumudumi nalang mag isa kahit nakahiga or habang kumakain. Ang baho na at pag pinapagroom ni mama ay nakikita ko yung pandidiri ng mga groomer sa kanya, medyo nakakahiya.

Call me satan, but that’s what I truly feel. Ayoko na magpanggap.