r/MayConfessionAko

Idk if tama yung flair pero yun na nga, unlike sa ibang lalaki na normally tinitigasan sa big chest, big hips, and yung yeah (you know) Ako sa part ko I feel different to the point na kadiri sa akin yung ganon. And kahit na makakita ako ng ganun di ko sya nararandaman.

Bata bata pa ko nung medyo nadiscover ko na attracted ako sa tiyan. Like midriff ganun. Nagstart siya nung nanood ako ng movie and may scene don na sumasakit yung tiyan nung girl and ending need ipa gamot sa albularyo. Nung priness na nung albularyo yung girl bilang naging aggressive si girl then hanggang sa nilagyan nya ng dahon yung belly. And I had a boner during that scene. (Pero di ko pa sya alam, akala ko lang nun malamig kasi umuulan din nun that time)

Meron ding isang movie akong napanood na around 13 ako, na attract ako dun sa scene na kinikiss yung tiyan ni Amy Adams nung girlfriend nya(I forgot the title)

Then last is yung movie na "Clown". May scene dun na pinakita talaga yung belly nung blonde na bida tapos iba na talaga yung nararandaman ko. Hanggang sa yung una kong "jackstone"(iykyk), hindi dahil sa mga naka bikini or nakahubad, literal na nakatitig lang ako sa stock images ng mga stomach.

Although controllable naman yung attraction ko. Like kahit yung mga nakacroptop naman di sya nakakatrigger. May specific scenario lang talaga sya na ganun.

So for context, yes i sell nudes as a side hustle. I know, kadiri diba? But i got to so what i got to. Breadwinner ako and yes, i also work sa BPO industry pero hindi pa rin talaga enough to support my siblings. Wala na kasi kaming parents.

Anyway, i met this guy sa reddit din. And we connected sa telegram. He wanted to avail and so he did, nag ask sya if pwedeng VC and nag agree naman ako basta mas mataas ang fee. While calling nag open sya ng cam and boom, nakita ko mukha ng Prof ko nung first year ako 😭 buti na lang kalahati lang ng mukha ko ang kita. Super awkward na muntik kong ma drop yung call, but natapos rin and he ended up complementing my bo*bs and said na he’ll contact me. Na gulat ako is an understatement hahaha napaka bait kasi neto nung first year ko. Ayun lang naman hahaha

So I used to be in a relationship with a girl back in my late teenage years bago mareach 18 I had a gf. Pero wala nakami non after ilang years and few mos. After that syempre lagi akong nagkakacrush sa girls and even before I was with my ex gf girls talaga nagugustuhan ko. Pero as I grew older nagtry ako mag explore ng men mga mid 20s ganon tapos na exp ko mga bagay bagay sa men sa exploration phase tapos dun ko narealize na men are for me kasi iba yung senses ko when I touch their body skin to skin and iba talaga feeling ang hirap iexplain parang nagka straight awakening ako dahil don. So ngayon late 20s nako mas gusto ko na talaga sa lalaki pero beh pag nakakakita ako ng girl na kasing sexy ko and puti naloloka padin ako tsaka pag nakakakita ng pretty girl online pabalik balik padin ako sa pics nila? I mean naiinis nadin ako kasi ayoko na to mafeel pero hindi ko matanggal? Naiisip ko sexy din naman ako ang maputi kulang lang sa ayos pero beh nakakalito and nakakainis. Sorry naging rant na din to pero ayon confession ko.
m Bisexual padin ako in the end pero I hope matanggal kona fully yung attraction ko sa girls kasi I wanna commit fully to men.

When it comes to men naman nagkakacursh nadin naman ako pero choosy kasi ako, gusto ko may itsura and bakingkinitan. Napapa overthink nalang ako minsan kasi baka pag nagka bf of husband ako andun padin attraction ko sa girls baka maloka ako sa ganong scenario kasi dko tanggap sa sarili ko. If may advices kayo or same experiences maybe you can share it? Badly need it :(

(Please no weird dms, pinost ko ito para magconfess and hingi advice hndi maghanap ng ka anuhan) Thanks.

Hindi ko rin alam kung bakit kaibigan pa rin namin siya. Siguro kasi sa kabila ng lahat may redeeming qualities. Ang problema lang, sobrang hilig niyang manlait. Ilang beses na namin siyang pinagsabihan na hindi nakakatawa ang pang-iinsulto at may mga taong talagang naaapektuhan ang mental health dahil doon. Pero parang hindi siya natututo.

Hanggang sa isang araw, nalaman naming may Bumble account siya. Kaya gumawa kami ng fake Bumble account. Wala kaming minadali. Hinayaan lang namin. After a few weeks, nag-match din siya at yung fake account. Araw-araw nakikipagusap, at kitang-kita mong tuwang-tuwa si kuya mo. Halos lumulutang sa kilig in person. Eventually, nagkayayaan na magkita. Dumating ang araw ng meetup. Siyempre, walang dumating. Maya-maya, nag-send na lang kami ng isang message:

“Ang pangit mo pala in person. Mukha kang maasim. Hindi tayo compatible. I’m sorry.”

Sunod-sunod ang messages niya, humihingi ng explanation kung anong nangyari. Pero binlock na lang namin.

Simula noon, may napansin kaming malaking pagbabago. Kapag nagkikita kami, hindi na siya ganoon kasigasig. Medyo malamya na, tahimik pa minsan. Pero ang pinaka-kapansin-pansin, tumigil na siya sa panlalait. Sa halip, marunong na siyang magbigay ng compliment.

Yun lang.
Minsan, kailangan mo ring maranasan ang pakiramdam ng mapanghusgahan para maintindihan kung gaano kasakit ang ginagawa mo sa iba.

Wag i-post outside reddit. Utang na loob. Masama lang talaga loob ko kaya ako andito.

You know you have an attitude problem when imbis na hiya, nangibabaw yung feelings of being upset after makita ng parent mo stash mo ng toys.

Sinabi ko nang wag buksan yung boxes ko ng gamit sa dorm kasi oks na, ready na for move out. Sabi ko na-sort ko na lahat ng gamit, magwalis na lang siya as planned. Tapos bubuksan yung box? Tapos nakasupot na itim na kakalkalin pa talaga at titignan loob? Tapos sasabihan akong disappointed siya sakin?

Honestly hindi naman kami nag-escalate into usual away. More of, unashamedly, unshakenly akong sumagot sa "bakit meron ka nito?"

"Naisipan ko lang i-try." "Wala nacurious lang ako." "Sinubukan ko lang naman. Turns out, not for me." "Tapon ko pa eh."

Then lita-litanya nang bakit porket single gaganyan, maiisipan, ano ba pinapanood mo, hala wala ka pang bf/asawa luluwag na yan, yada yada. Sabi ko naman, paulit-ulit, na sinubukan ko nga lang, kitams di ako buntis, at kung ano pa as calmly as I could, na para bang reasonable sinasabi ko.

Which is, reasonable naman talaga. Middle 20s na ako, no bf, meetups lang with men once in a while doing shit, that's it. Normal sa edad ko na may libido. Oo kristiyano tayo, babae tayo, pero sorry my libido wasn't as low as yours. Grabe kaya struggle ng active hormones tapos walang permanent partner.

Pero yun, convo died naman, lipat ibang topic, pero nag-iisip talaga ako bat di ako super embarrassed bukod sa I conditioned myself kanina na wag talaga. Now na gabi, narealize ko why.

Mas lamang sakin yung feeling na upset ako. Yung naviolate boundaries ko. I explicitly said, wag nang galawin yung boxes. Binuksan pa. Kinalkal pa. Eh talagang ano ako sa ganyan.

Now I can't express how upset I am kasi nagdie down naman na issue for now + if I do, pupunta ang topic sa bat kasi ako may toys. Sorry wala akong husband to have sex with gaya ng pamantayan niyo eh curious nga ako. Pasensya at kahit sinabi kong wag, nangialam kayo ng gamit? Dunno if papatapon niya pag maalala niya pero yeah idk man, I'm too upset rn to be bothered by future events. I so wish na natatawa o nahihiya na lang ako rn.

Putcha talaga nakakainis isipin. Bibili talaga ako ng de lock na box sa sunod kahit alam kong pupunahin niya, kahit sabihin niyang bat ako naglolock ng gamit. Bastos kasi, walang respeto sa boundaries at sa "huwag". Wala ka nang space sa sarili mong bahay, tapos pati dorm mo pakikialaman yung sinabing pabayaan. Masagot ako, pero I chose my battle kanina. Mas magulo talaga if patulan ko. At least di na lumaki pa. Kakagatin ko talaga dila ko next time na mai-open to.

So, kahit man lang dito, masabi ko, "gamit ko to. Buhay ko to. Respeto na lang."

Again, WAG I-REPOST. SALAMAT.

Hello guys, need advice. I'm the aunt and the child's dad, who is my sibling, has passed away. They weren't married and right after they separated, this girl quickly started another family. So now it's my nephew's 7th birthday, and suddenly the girl messaged me saying she wants to provide food for the school for my nephew's 7th birthday. But she said she doesn't have enough money since all she can afford is to go to the mall and eat out. She claims that's what my nephew requested, as if they've brainwashed him. They keep calling my mother, who is the kids' grandma. Since my mother can't say no, she's asking me. And when it's my mom making the request, I can't refuse either. (My mother is spoiled with me).

I just want to vent my frustration. The girl has such nerve. She's depending on us for everything. She knows it's her child's 7th birthday and hasn't even saved up. To think my sibling's pension is with her. She receives about 8k in pension monthly. Shouldn’t a mother provide for her child using that monthly pension for the child's expenses? Why does it seem like she isn't contributing? She keeps having more kids and then reduces the budget for my nephew.

P.s

They are a 4ps member family. There are seven siblings. The eldest is abroad. Meanwhile, two of her siblings are teachers in public schools, and the others work in private sectors. And she still gets a pension from my sibling while claiming to be a single parent, but she’s currently living with someone else (this is the other family I'm talking about). Though they're not married. But it’s outrageous that their family is on that poverty card.

I'm upset because of the 20k tax that's deducted from me, and her family is benefiting from it. It's such an unusual life. Why does this type of family get included in 4ps? They seem to be doing better than me, to be honest. And if we borrow my nephew, there are so many conditions. It's not enough that they are being opportunistic.

22 f here with 20 plus bj experience, 12 plus guy bed exp and 50 plus plus vcs or online experience hahaha. I am the only girl here na sobrang raging ng hormones? Started having sex during highschool and been active up to now. Pero super hinhin in person.

Long story pero atleast true story. SFW ito. Kung hanap mo nsfw, hindi ito yun.

Because of the rally ngayon ng isang religious group, it reminded me of my ex gf who happen to belong to this religious group din. We lasted almost 2 years din despite not sharing the same religion.

**Quick background lang muna.**

We met lang din sa work sa Makati, first work namin pareho. Different department. Sa HR siya, sa engineering naman ako. She lives in the South, i live in the North. Noong una ko siyang nakilala, immediately I knew na she's my type. Maputi, average height, slim, malambing, lagi naka dress sa work. Two months na ligawan before naging kami and decided to share ng apartment together.

**March 13, 2012**

On this fateful day, inuwi ni gf ung work laptop niya from work. Dahil may kailangan tapusin na payroll. Late at night, she decided na mag shower muna before continuing sa work niya. Iniwan lang niya ung laptop niya sa bed, forgetting to lock her laptop.

Nung una dedma lang ako kasi akala ko naka lock, pero nung chineck ko, naka open. Immediately I got curious. Syempre HR works e gusto ko makita sweldo katrabaho ko haha. Kidding aside, una ko talaga chneck is ung mga communication app, we use Skype back then. Wala naman masyado ganap.

Next i tried naman sa browser, chneck ko ung messenger niya. Lo and behold, may unfamiliar messenger account na tumambad sakin. It's her dump messenger account. Isa lang ka-chat niya, co-HR niya na mas ahead sakanya. Tago natin sa pangalang Jericho. Wala naman NSFW pictures. NSFW convo madami.

**February 11, 2012 Eurotel Makati**

Using the search button ni messenger, tnype ko "sex". Immediately meron sa convo, 4weeks back. Cnlick ko. Ayun. February 11, 2012, birthday ni Jericho. "Birthday sex". Eto ung part ng message nila. Eto ung day na hindi umuwi ng province si gf dahil may need silang habulin na work. They met sa Eurotel Makati. Malapit lang sa apartment namin sa Pio Del Pilar, tapat lang ng WalterMart Makati.

I figured din based sa mga messages nila na nag memessage din sila thru sms dahil not all the time naman may internet. I never get to read ung mga message nila doon dahil deleted na. She probably uses sms pag di ako kasama. I also figured na sa may City Land Makati lang nakatira si Jericho. Malapit lapit lang.

First na naramdaman ko is galit, gusto ko lusubin agad sa banyo. Pero on the brighter side, parang OK din, kasi recently, ang gusto niya is umanib daw ako sa kanila para maging legal na kami. Ako naman syempre ayaw ko talaga, pero ang sinasagot ko na lang sakanya pagiisipan or sa susunod na lang.

Di ko siya cinonfront about dito, from March 13 to March 16, sinubukan kong huliin siya sa cellphone niya. Doing some random checks or habang tulog siya. Until may naisip akong gawin.

**March 17, 2012 Eurotel Makati**

Eto na ung set up na naisip ko at a whim the night before. Kinaumagahan, nag usap kami ni exgf, nag request akong wag muna kami umuwi at try namin mag check in overnight sa Eurotel mamaya. I told her na curious ako ano itsura ng Eurotel (kasi naman lagi lang kami Sogo at Victoria Court) at never pa ako nakapunta doon. She also told me na never pa siya nakapunta don at curious din 😂 😂 😂 😂.

After check in, syempre ako shower, hot water sarap pala! She then showered din after. At dito ko pinagana ang plano ko.

Ginamit ko cellphone niya. Tinext ko si Jericho. Nonverbatim "No internet. Umuwi si bf, bored, kita tayo sa Eurotel?". Agad agad nag reply si Jericho "Now na? Ligo lang ako." **To which i replied “**Punta ka na after 1 hour 30 mins ligo lang din ako, pa lowbat na rin kita na lang tayo sa Walter".

I blocked Jericho sa cellphone niya after this.

Para hindi masyado NFSW, after maligo ni gf, i made sure she didn't get a chance to hold her cellphone. I **immediately** did all sort of things sa kanya na alam kong gustong gusto niya. Romansa mula taas hanggang baba, I did it slowly, really slowly. I remember the feeling na sobrang lakas ng kabog ng dibdib ko while doing the deed. In the end, we both finished. We usually take a nap right after the deed. This time, tumayo ako. Hinayaan ko siya mag nap.

I took her cellphone again and texted Jericho, “Dito na ako sa room _______ dito na lang ako naligo, di na kita naantay. Wait na lang kita."

I went out. Exit kung exit. I left the door na mag konting siwang. Hinarangan ko lang ng hook ng double lock para hindi mag totally close.

I went home. Turned off my phone. Maybe nag seconds sila? I don't know. I no longer care. I cut her off in my life. What a relief! I still came to work on Monday to file my resignation, and the rest is history.

It is one of the bravest thing i did.

To both Jessica and Jericho, I hope na enjoy niyo ung surprise ko sa inyo ❤️

I feel so guilty for even thinking this.

We've been together for 3 years. We started dating in college, and now we're both working. Same company pa kami. Everyday, hinahatid at sinusundo niya ako before. But just a month ago, i bought my own motorcycle na para hindi ko na sya naaabala.

Every Valentine's, may flowers. He does grand gestures, like the flowers, he's not a bad boyfriend. Which is exactly why I feel like such a bad person.

The problem is... I don't think he actually knows me.

He never really tried to.

Two years into our relationship, he still didn't know my birthday. Hindi niya rin alam middle name ko. Hindi nya alam ano spelling ng 2nd name ko kasi “mahirap” daw. Hanggang ngayon, he doesn't know my favorite food, my favorite drink, the little things I always talk about. Kapag nagkkwento ako, hindi naman siya nakikinig. I could literally go quiet for a week, and he wouldn't ask if I'm okay or what's wrong.

If I'm carrying heavy bags, he'll just watch unless I ask him to help. He doesn't plan dates. He doesn't randomly ask me what I want to do or what I've been craving. I honestly can't remember the last time I felt like he noticed something about me without me pointing it out first.

It's like he loves me because I'm his girlfriend, not because I'm... me.

I know love languages are different. Maybe this is just how he loves. Pero nakakapagod din pala when you constantly feel unseen. Parang I have to ask for every little thing that would make me feel cared for.

Just recently, halos araw araw ko sinasabi i want to try yakiniku. Pero wala lang sakanya 😅 No initiative to ask me out

Last month dumaan sya sa stall ng favorite dubai chewy ko dahil may kinuha sya na papers sa tabi nun and i asked him if pwede bang bilhan nya ako. first day he said he forgot. kinabukasan bumalik sya, and he still forgot.

Minsan naiisip ko... I lowkey wish he'd just cheat.

Not because I want him to get hurt or because I want to get cheated on. But because it would finally give me a reason to leave that everyone would understand. Walang magtatanong kung bakit ako nakipag-break sa "mabait naman" na boyfriend.

Because the truth is... he isn't a bad person.

And somehow, my reason never feels "valid enough," even though I've been feeling lonely in this relationship for a long time.

I am a catholic born and raised masasabi mong "Sagrado Katoliko" may relative din akong priest and marami din na naglilingkod sa simbahan. It all started when I explored my faith, kala ko mapapalalim lang noon yung belief ko but no it did the opposite. It made me hate every religion equally

It was around the 5th grade nung "need" ko matutunan yung bible since ang pinaka malapit na private school samen ay christian school. I never opened one before and sa school na yun is parang taboo na di ko alam yung John 3:16. This time gave me decent start I got curious and binasa ko yung bible from start to finish Old to new na para bang isa syang story book. This journey is on and off pa nung una kasi di ako masyadong interested until 1st year highschool. Eto na talaga inulit ko at binasa ko sya from start to finish with christian peeps you would say the fire of anointment is burning, ganyan na ganyan yung feeling ko I would love to "save" people but then, something feels off for me too many questions, then I switched schools.

I trannsfered to manila and this private school has a good diversity in religion you name it we have it kumbaga. It let me explore my faith more, I can ask few questions, guide on where to find this and that, and what I learned all of them have the SAME I mean 1 to 1(You know except eastern like Buddhism etc) origin and ang difference lang is the ending how it ended may kanya kanya ng version sa ending. This is the time I explored multiple literatures about religious stance whatever they may be and deepen my understanding that religion is created for control and a sense of union.

Dont get me started with sects cause for me they are the worse. Yung mga sekta na yan sila pinaka weird halata mong pea brained yung nag simula ng religion and mas pea brained yung followers ang lala ng bias and cherry picking. Would pick a religious text as core foundation of their church pero would disregard a LOT of sections to favor their stand. Yung mga member ng mga sekta sila yung pinaka hipokrito sa lahat para saken they couldnt event stand on their principle, its just parang nandun sila for sense of belonging. Some even only take a verse a ONE SINGLE VERSE para sa identity nila, without thinking its written during a time of war.

With all those mentioned I dont dislike every "Church" met few who are open minded that you will be surprised that its coming from those religions. Even I hate them I do not active do any kind of negativity towards them I share my insights and once disagreement starts, I start to end the conversation cause only a few would be open to hear they "MIGHT" be mistaken

Well on a final note I know unity will not happen at all cause it has been made that way long time ago base on stories cause once humans unite they can probably achieve a lot of things may it be good or bad.

So yeah self explanatory naman yung title ko. New driver here, honestly medyo mahina and nangangapa pa ako sa daan and ways mag drive. I missed by turn so nag u-turn ako then I was not aware na bawal pala mag U-turn doon. Then pinara ako ng traffic enforcer so I explained naman I’m a new driver hindi din ako aware na bawal mag U-turn doon. Then this traffic enforcer I thought yung nababasa ko usually na manghihingi para hindi ka hulihin like that, bigla nalang niya touch yung hands ko then he said “buti nalang cute ka” I’m not proud pero sige para hindi nalang ako ma issuehan ng violation ticket entertain ko pang flirt ni manong enforcer in the end nakuha pa tuloy niya number ko.

Sorry na sa post ko..
Laging kulang tulog ng tita nyo kaya eto nakatulog sa work. Nanaginip ako and it felt so real.. grabe kala ko talaga totoo!
I am walking along the street with 3 young men daw and the one beside me started to finger me while walking! While the two are watching and laughing. I was wearing mini skirt daw.
I really felt it talaga on my clit! And namghihina daw tuhod ko sa sarap.
Hngng nagising nako. Saddd kasi dream lng pala.

Last August 2025, I was talking to a guy from a subreddit and decided to meet last September 1, 2025. All good, no drama.

When we met he mentioned that his ex cheated on him (had sex with other man) that’s why he rebelled. I felt sorry for him at that time but I wasn’t aware that it was not what happened. He was the one who cheated and got a coworker pregnant and his ex maybe just wanted to get even.

Fast forward 2026.

Since 2025 he keeps mentioning that he wants to find a new place. Things happened and later on he knew that I planned to work and he suggested that we should just stay in one place. He pays the rent, I pay for water and electricity.

We moved in mid January this year and everything was going well. We got to know each other better, spent more time together, learned to cook, ate out, chika, and more libak.

It was one of the most wholesome experiences of my life until he became desperate to have a Chinese woman.

Late March 2026, he wouldn’t talk to me and would avoid me in every way he can. It bothered me a lot but I began to avoid him too. He noticed it and got so mad. That was the very first time he hurt me physically. And I did not receive any apology from him.

The first time he physically hurt me, he told me to message his older sister via messenger and tell her what happened. I did but his older sister did not read my message.

It did not stop there. April of this year, he became aggressive. I dont know why the sudden switch and he wont give me any reason. Maybe stress from work and family? I do not know. I received no reasons from him because if he just did, I would understand.

Every time he got mad, his first instinct would be to physically hurt me. This time, I slept with bruises. Went to school with bruises and went to work with bruises. Again, no apology. But the 4th time it happened, I was all over the moon because he finally apologized. I thought it would end there but I was wrong. And Every time I will tell him that I am getting scared of him his answer will be “dapat lang”.

In late April of this year, he suddenly told me to move out. I understood, but because the information came so suddenly, I couldn't find a place right away and wasn't financially capable of moving out immediately since I was also paying for my tuition. I asked him to give me more time, but his desperation led him to physically abuse me, again. Later on I learned it was because he wanted to try a foreign woman, Chinese to be specific.

His desperation led him to keep on hurting me until the second week of May when I finally moved out. In our last fight, he threatened me with a knife. This is not the first time that he threatened to kill me, every fight he would mention that he will kill me and that he can kill me. He also mentioned “ang sarap pala manakit, dati kasi ako ang sinasaktan”, he mentioned before that his ex would physically hurt him and he would not do anything about it.

In every fight he would destroy things at home like he was a madman. He mentioned before that his father is just like that when mad.

All of the beatings that I received, all I wanted was a genuine apology. Because with all the slaps, shoving, strangulation, and his threat to kill me; all i wanted was an apology. I tried to fix every fight and misunderstandings that we had because I don’t want to get mad at him or to see him differently. We started good after all.

June 18, 2026. I received a message from his younger sister, she sent me a screenshot of their conversation. In the message, he mentioned that he will resign because of me. Funny because he has always planned to resign even last year. Even when things were still ok. He did not also mention the issue he had with one of the worker from other company. The main reason why he will really resign.

Someone accused/bad-mouthed him and his way of working. He said that a worker from that company mentioned that he might have received 10k (from illegal work), which he did, he also received way more than that before and last month, but he got mad that the worker mentioned it. He already asked permission from his higher-ups to resign next year so I don’t know why the blame was shifted on me.

This is not the only time he mentioned resigning. Last time he applied to Aboitiz but declined the offer saying the job position has no thrill. Him saying that he will resign because of me is pure shit.

I wouldn't have known he was telling a different story to his sister if the girl hadn't sent me the screenshot. It makes me wonder, if he can tell his younger sister that version of events, what did he tell to his older sister, who he's really close with?

With everything that happened, I admit that I tried to end my life several times. I kept thinking that I couldn't die at the hands of other people, especially not his. That's why I tried to end my life on my own.

I am writing this because I do not know how much longer I can keep going. At least this way, you will know my side of the story.

I experience all of that just because he is desperate to have a Chinese woman. He said he is aware that he cant make good enough money on his own so he needs to have a Chinese woman.

At the time, I did not immediately report these incidents because I believed we could resolve our problems privately and maintain the good days we had.

I am confessing it now since I can say without crying anymore.

Another update 'to sa previous confession here if everyone still remembers my previous post.

As an intro to new readers, me, 23F, a graduating student in college have been financially supporting myself for a few years because my parents are separated. I am an only child and don't have any siblings to rely on. With no other help from family or relatives, naging mahirap yung buhay, pero I still try to live with my usual smile.

As I study in a private university (syempre with the hopes of landing a job when I graduate and pass boards), I struggle sa mga bayarin at ang hirap naman if mag-transfer ako now na patapos na. I ended up making this decision as a last option to earn kasi dalawa na part-time job ko and puno na sched ko: I started selling my n*des and even clips the past 2 week.

Lately, nagincrease yung buyers of my clips when I confessed last time here and while I am not proud to say this, nabayaran ko enrollment ko for my upcoming semester through it. People pay actually good money just for me to do their kinks. May iba na may mga feet fetish, some loves it na I would put oil over my thighs or armpits, and some would just love the usual t*ts play or playing with my p*ssy. Ang dami ko nang customs nagawa na feeling ko my body has been a tool for pleasure ng mga guys.

Aminado naman ako na mataas libido ko and I do admit that I lowkey like the attention (maybe because I haven't received the love from my parents) which is a psychologal thing. I feel like I matter when people tell my how my p*ssy is pretty or my b*dy has been the best one they've seen so far, kahit na alam ko mali yung idea ko how my worth is being valued.

Now, here comes the hard part. While I have already paid my enrollment, I'm sure ang dami pang bayarin. I am afraid I might get stuck in doing this, the bills need to be paid so I am considering keeping it up just until I finish studying since isang semester nalang. Should I keep on doing this? Is my womanity defiled just because pinapakita ko katawan ko sa mga lalake?

I have been pondering this since kagabi pa if tama ba gagawin ko. I'd love to hear yung opinion niyo as I am in a crossroad that I find a hard time deciding what to do. Should I keep going or not? Am I one less of a woman if ipagpatuloy ko pa rin?

Ako lang ba na super taas ng libido like super horny. I lost my virginity when im still 2nd high school then right after that im always craving for sex na. Even online fun im always into it having vcs exchanging of nudes and im always satisfied if i make the guy cum fast and it also makes me squirt so bad.

Shit happened last time and now naging kame na. Di ko alam kung magiging masaya ba ako or what kasi finally she admitted na gusto nya rin ako and yes naging kame pa. But after naging kame, naging bihira na yung sex namin. I dunno if dahil sa pagod sya and nagkataon na maraming nangyayare sa life nya rn. I chose to understand her because ayoko sya mawala. But my urges kills my feelings for her. Oo nawawalan nako ng gana sakanya because of this. Nawawalan ng gana makipag kita knowing na wala rin naman mangyayare.

Ang weird lang talaga in a sense na ang bilis ko ma attach dahil siguro sa sex and nung naging kame na tapos nawala na yung dati naming nakasanayan gawin, gusto ko nalang kumawala.

I want to get out but I cant find another woman like her. I just feel weird and confused as of the moment.

Hello guys! First time ko po mag post dito and gusto ko lang sana ng advice :(

So I (M) have a classmate (F) na nagugustuhan ko. It all started sa pangaasar ng mga friends niya sa kaniya, na crush daw niya ako ganto ganiyan. Ako naman, nacurious ako nung una pero hinayaan ko lang kasi baka biruan lang naman. Then after non siguro mga weeks later kinausap ako ng girl and she clarified naman na wala siyang nararamdaman sakin, and na pure na asaran lang daw talaga yun. Sabi ko sige ok lang naman sakin yun then she asked if we can still be friends and I said yes naman.

Then after non medyo napapadalas yung paguusap namin especially sa chats tapos one day after school, niyaya niya ko na maglakad pauwi papunta sa sakayan. Tapos niyaya niya ko kumain ng tusok tusok ganon hanggang sa napahaba yung kwentuhan namin hanggang sa pagsakay sa bus. Napansin namin na may mga similarities din pala kaming dalawa. After non nag uusap pa rin naman kami, mas nakikilala ko siya, pero paonti onting nadedevelop yung feelings ko para sa kaniya, hanggang sa narealize ko na gusto ko na pala siya.

Matagal ko nang naiisip na umamin sa kaniya. She kind of giving me these weird mixed signals I mean bakit mo naman aayain na sabay umuwi yung taong di mo pa naman gaano close diba? Pero ayon, gusto kong umamin sa kaniya not because I also want her to love me back, kundi para sa peace of mind and to move on na lang with these feelings. Kasi ngayon ramdam ko naman na hanggang kaibigan lang naman ang tingin niya sakin.

What should I do po? Should I confess po ba or baka masira lang neto yung friendship naming dalawa? I really treasure our friendship and ayaw kong masira kaya nagdadalawang isip ako kung aamin ba ako or wag na lang :(

My bf and I have been together for 3 years na. All is good but he knows I don’t like him talking to any of his exes bc before we got together, he became fubu with his last ex. During the first year of our relationship he also stopped talking to a girl best friend of his na he also had sex with before we were together and hid it from me. I am very much an overthinker so he cut off his girl friends na he’s had feelings for before and all his exes too para sakin. And we’ve been in a really good state since then.

A few days ago, one of his exes reached out to him seeking for advice. His ex who he hasn’t been with and talked to for almost 6 years was asking for relationship advice. They talked through call so I wasn’t able to read what they talked about but I trust him naman na she was really just asking. And he entertained her. They talked for 20 mins and that’s it. I trust him but it bothers me so so much. I know I am insecure but I also don’t know what to do.

I(26M), gusto kong I share lahat dito about sa ganitong psychological condition(I think) na pinagdusahan ko for over the years

sa tuwing nalalaman ko na ang isang babae, especially kapag crush ko, ay may period(for example, nalaman ko na ang crush ko, may mens sa ngayon), tumataas agad ang energy level ko, at nagsisimula ng pagiging hyperactive ko.

bigla nalang ito nagti-trigger ng hyperactivity, na similar sa ADHD, kaya ang epekto, bigla nalang akong nagmamabilis sa mga gawain ko, na parang nagmamadali ako, nagiging careless ako, at nagiging padalos-dalos ako sa mga ginagawa ko, tapos lahat nalang ng kalokohan, nagagawa ko, and one time, kinaya kong buhatin nang mag isa ang refrigerator sa workplace ko during that surge.

pero sa kabila niyan, hindi ko rin to lahat ginusto, lalo na't may involve na menstruation ng isang babae. kahit ako, natatakot na din sa ganitong kondisyon, kase ilang beses na din akong muntik madisgrasya in the middle of this surge. lalo na't mas matindi pa to noong nag aaral pa ako, compared ngayon, kase may isang beses na takbo ako ng takbo during that surge, at dun na ako muntik masagasaan ng isang SUV. and more recently, muntik na akong madulas habang nagmamadali, nakatungo ako sa kandado ng roll up door, at ang mas matindi pa, muntik pa akong makagat ng aso habang nagmamadali, lahat ng mga yan, nangyari yan during that surge. nag cause na din ako last time ng discomfort sa workplace ko dahil dito, at dito ako mas lalong natakot dahil baka magugulat nalang ako, bigla nalang ako ma lay-off dahil dito, since CoS worker pa naman ako, tapos sa government pa

kaya inagapan ko agad2, by means of drinking chamomile tea twice a day, as recommended by one of my workmates, na isa ding abogada. and then binawas bawasan ko din ang caffeine, especially sa kape at softdrinks, as adviced by my office crush at ng isa naming accountant. kaya ngayon, medyo ok na ako, nagiging kalmado na. kahit sabihin pa sakin na may mens sila ngayon, parang wala nalang sakin. tapos nano-notice na din daw nila na nagiging kalmado na ako, kaya naging stable na ang lahat. In short, I finally managed to control this surge bago pa maging huli ang lahat, at baka bigla nalang akong mawala sa mundo dahil dito(sinusustentuhan ko pa naman ang lola ko sa kanyang meds).

Yup.
You read it just right.

So, for context:

I had a love potion done to my partner and hex ritual to his mistress almost eight months ago. I posted about that here to ask if the mistress can sue me once she found out about what I did.

I was bashed. I guess that’s understandable.

The following months, I decided to dump my partner as a way to get back at him for what he did to me. I mean, I just felt the need to dump him at the time when he’s so madly in love with me again after the effects of love potion.

I was really happy. I got what I think I deserved. I was able to get my partner back and made the mistress’ life miserable.

So, going back.
I didn’t know I was pregnant when I dumped my partner as a revenge. I had no choice but to take him back into my life for my child to have a complete family.

I know everything seems perfectly fine.

Well.
Not until I had miscarriage.

I can’t help but think it’s because of the hex ritual. I could have been contented with the love potion. I could have forgotten about the hex ritual.

But, I didn’t know I could get pregnant, too. It wasn’t part of the plan to get pregnant but I did.

Now, I’m really sorry because I lost my baby.