I have this manic saving of adult vids on my phone, and recently tinatanggal ko na lahat ng mga bookmarks ko. Kinda lost sa life at hindi ko alam ano gagawin ko.
Aaminin ko na Sige na, panget na sya okay. Kahit ako napapangitan sa kanya eh, PERO ANO NAMANNNN?😭 para sakin pogi sya eh, diba nga beauty is subjunctive so Wala kayong pake kung panget syaaaa. Okay feel ko I'm so harsh with him, okay serious mode, I will admit that for me he's not the "conventionally attractive type of guy" but I still like him. I like that he's a quiet type but funny once you get to interact with him, I like that he is smart, I find he's face the most attractive when he smiles. Even though he's not the topical guy I'd be attracted to physically, I love looking at he's face, observing he's move, and what he likes based on what he was wearing. I know that he loves wearing a watch, wearing a ring on his middle finger, and loves wearing black. But there's this guilty feeling deep inside me because of he's appearance, I don't know what it is but I'm willing to turn a blind eye because for me he's the handsomest guy I ever laid my eyes on.
I saw a post on another subreddit today about an organic encounter, and that inspired me to type this confession. I don’t know if this was purely an organic encounter talaga, and some parts of the story ay huwag dapat tularan.
My partner and I have been best friends since elementary. Even though we weren’t classmates anymore in high school, we still saw each other from time to time. Hanggang sa padalang nang padalang na yung pagkikita namin kasi naging busy na kami sa buhay. Eventually, our interactions were mostly online, and we were lucky if we got to see each other once a year along with our other elementary friends.
Fast forward to 2025, nagkita ulit kami unexpectedly sa isang mall. Yung workplaces kasi namin ay medyo malapit lang talaga sa isa’t isa. We had messaged each other multiple times about meeting up, but walang natutuloy kasi hanggang chat lang. Coincidentally, that was also around the time na nakipag-break ako sa ex-boyfriend ko, and he had also broken up with his ex-boyfriend. We had both been in long-term relationships.
From there, we slowly rekindled our friendship. We started hanging out spontaneously every time na nagkakaswak yung free days namin each week. Those hangouts eventually turned into a no-strings-attached relationship. No strings attached lang talaga because he was supposedly gay. Ayun, nabuntis ako, and we now have an almost two-month-old baby.
For context, i have my classmates with different religions. In our whole section, i was the only one who is a Buddhist. I usually start my day with a prayer and meditation and do everything i need to do. I did that on the 3rd week of first month of school and i started to notice na they were mocking me. I am not paranoid, but they were actually imitating on how i pray and how i meditate. This has been going on for months until i snapped at them and nagreklamo ako sa adviser ko. Pinagalitan niya, yes. But did it stopped? No. They just kept on backstabbing me. Hindi ko na sila sinumbong pa kasi i feel numb, or i think i just dont care anymore. I regret it na kasi i realized i have been suppressing my emotions again and now i am very sick.
Hi guys tang Ina nakita ko Yung crush ko kanina tas ang pogi nanaman nya sa paningin ko. For context Yung crush ko na Yun Minsan nag babar. sya samin pag Wala si ma'am pero Hindi talaga Yan sya teacher, Ewan ko kung Anong ginagawa nya sa work baka nag Roblox WHAHHAHAHAHA. Una talaga di ko sya napapansin pero Nung biglang lagi na sya Yung nag babantay nag kakaron kami ng mg konting interaction ta yun slow burn lang kami ng hayup na yun, naging crush ko na sya. Di naman kami close pero pag nag uusap kami masaya. Tapos pumasok kami ng mga classmates ko sa office ng course namin para I ask Yung ma'am namin kung may klase kami sa kanya later tapos habang nag tatanong Sila, lumakad ako sa may parang room ni sir tapos kumaway ako sakanya WHAHAHAHAHSHSHHAHA tapos kumaway din syaaaaa tas grabe sobrang pogi to the maximum level talaga tas Yung facial expression nya pa parang nagulat na di nya ineeexpect na na dun ako tapos ang Gente pa ng pag kakakaway nya FUCKKKK sobrang pogi 10/10.
Feeling ko crush ako nun Kasi diba? Bat mo ko kakawayan? Baka crush mo ko? Chaka ako kinawayan kita Kasi crush kita kaya siguro kumaway din sya Kasi mahal na nya ko.
WHAHSHABAHSHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
ps: guys eme lang, baka ma trigger nanaman kayo🙄
“No marriage, No kids, No family”
Objective: Die with purpose on my 40th something.
PLAN A: With savings and investment.
museleo for my mother.
life insurance to be given to all of my siblings when I die.
burial plan.
eulogy for my funeral.
donate all my organs when I die.
die before my parents.
I want to be cremated.
PLAN B: If I die with no enough money.
sell all of my organs in a reasonable price.
museleo for my mother.
burial expenses.
remaining amount will be divided among to my siblings.
Prepare a eulogy for me.
Die before my parents.
Cremation.
Note: If I get involved into an accident or have terminal illness, please spare me from treatment or any consent order just to revive me. Don’t dare sending me to hospital either.