Quitet it!
Hey there!
Just want to share my story, because i cant talk to anyone in my close environment.
Im 30 years old and have a history of opiod abuse für about 10 years. First startet with Codein, then went to Tramadol and Tilidin. After about 4 years i did a cold turkey but sadly not got away from it complete.
After that i startet Kratom an ended up using it for about 5 years now, i think. Highly functional, i have a family, build a house an work two jobs. But it controlled my daily life that much, that on yesterday 9am i took another dosage, i was feeling bad and controlled. That made me so furius about myself, that i washed away all my kratom in the toilette and gone through the first night withdrawal, was hell, just could sleep for minutes before RLS waked me up over and over again. I told my wife and kids that i have a very bad flu. They are supporting me, but i cant tell the truth, no one knows about.
I hate the way my body feels, strong cravings, strong RLS, pain in my joints.
But i'm looking forward to the fight. I will win this time!
28h in… lets go