Ha came back
Just as i felt like life was going back on track my HA flares up again right before a huge event i have to attend. I cant do this shit anymore, im 15 and im living every fucking day of my life on the edge. I shouldnt be thinking about death and ailments, im a fucking teenager i need to go hang out with friends,play video games, succeed academically but oh no i just have to be a unreasonable human being who believes everything in his body is a rare terminal illness