u/Opening-Pea7020

Nothing will replace him being here, but it feels like something has to change. I dont even feel like the same person anymore. I used to be happy being alone as a housewife. Things that used to make me happy feel more meaningless. Nothing will compare to holding him in our arms. And the only other thing that matters to me is deep relationships and love and nature.

Did you ever find a way to make a meaningful change in life or around you somehow or way to remember your child? I hate looking around and seeing things The same, it doesn't reflect how I feel, I am not the same. I feel lost on a path of who I was to someone new.