Visitor center, University of Washington.
I've gotten to the point where I pass up the chance to pee at a public toilet (and enjoy the accomplishment!) simply because I don't really need to pee. I can usually pee with divided urinals but this seems scary, so it's my ultimate challenge when school starts September 30th.
Anyone want to join me?
I'm getting pretty good at peeing at urinals (with a divider) to the point where I can even walk up and stand next to a guy already pissing and pee myself. It's almost like I don't even think about it, it doesn't bother me and I don't really feel any anxiety.
But the other day I walked up and tried to pee next to a guy who was already there. I gave it about 20 seconds but couldn't, so I just shook my dick off and zipped up and said to myself (almost out loud) "Well that's not going to work."
The funny thing was that even though I tried to pee and couldn't, it didn't really bother me. I can't even remember but I just tried again in a few minutes and didn't have any problem.
Point being that whether I peed or not, it didn't really bother me and I didn't feel very much anxiety. The habituated response of fear had been abolished, or replaced with a matter-of-fact appraisal.