
Too addictive
I started reading at 12:30(am) and when time was 3 i don't know

I started reading at 12:30(am) and when time was 3 i don't know
I am 19m,There's a friend of mine ,he is very good friend (best friend) for 2+ years,some days ago he like thuged me for like 250/-rs and now I am too frustrated and upset like why he did that?. there's not about money but why (he belongs from very very rich family and have money too.
I sometimes do all the planning for grind (mostly study),I am a hard worker too, but for few months I just don't know why I can't focus, (once i completed my short time goals like 3 month goals) now I just don't know I can't, i became lazy as shit,i watch movies web series shows, ruined my sleep schedule, I've write down all the challanges and use the methods regularly but I just can't man,i really don't know what's stopping me to get harder,I red something like brainfogg or something I don't know,can someone help me with the use of stoicism?(What would stoicism tell me to do)?
Sometimes gregory version is understood more and sometimes penguin version has more philosophical insight and meaning
And sometimes
Penguin: slavery of vessel(body) is more meaner than slave(me) himself
Gregory:some bullshit w/o meaning
Which should I read
They both differ in several ways
Sometimes gregory version is simple to understand but the meaning and philosophical meaning is better in penguin and sometimes:
Penguin: slavery of vessel(slavery to body) is more meaner than the slave(self) himself
Gregory: some bullshit I can't understand,