u/Otherwise-Brick-3349

Heya there. I’m f18, mtf, total virgin. I have a pretty bad porn addiction, and for a while now that has occasionally included stuff I’m not proud of. Noncon, NTR, stuff like that. I’m positing this after such a thing has happened and I just feel horrible, and really need support and help. I know there’s something wrong with me. I know that I get too worked up when I’m aroused, so I chase higher and higher stimuli, find the most extreme stuff I can. And when I’m done, I just can’t handle the shame I feel. I’m sorry if this post is a bit random or out there but I’m just really distressed right now. Thanks.