u/Otherwise-Ratio-5156

This is my only chance to get off 7OH/Psuedo I have a definite way I could get off of it , I have an extra $200 laying around right now and I've got a nights worth of 7OH/Psuedo , I know the consultation is $99 which I have , I just want to know how much suboxone is going to cost because id only have $100 left over I really didn't want to spend all of it so I could possibly uber to go to the pharmacy get the suboxone and then come back home, or possibly get it shipped , I don't know how much it's going to cost to get it either way , I don't have health insurance , do any of you guys have any experience with this in how much it's going to cost I really want to quit , I want my life back :/

I've been taking 7OH for about 6months and then they banned it but they didn't ban psuedo which is 5x stronger than 7OH, I'm 27 Male and I just took my last does of Psuedo/Mitragyanine and I'm scared for the withdrawls because my withdrawals are really bad, it starts off either me gagging and throwing up like mucous and spit it looks like really bubbly spit followed by yellow bile and it hurts to throw up because I'm essentially throwing up nothing , it feels like the world is ending and I start sweating profusely, I'm broke as hell literally $0.00 to my name so I don't have access to anything other than water currently so I'm kinda scared and just really could use some words of encouragement biting this time and what to expect it's been a little over a year of me taking this stuff and I want to be done with it also i take 4 packs of 240mg of it so roughly 960 mgs and spend close to $100 a day on it , I get the money by telling people bullshit and lying just to get it so the would send me money and it's ruined my life and my friendships and even my relationship with my gf , we live together and she sleeps in the other room and basically hates my guts so I have absolutely no support system right now and I'm going through alot emotionally and yeah man .. I'm scared but I have to do this right ?

PS I've never made it 1 day without it in 1 year to give you perspective