I regret loosing my virginity
I'm 21M and I had these work buddies that I would frequently teamup with during work hours. A few times sex and relationships would come up and I would lie about both. I didn't want my business out there being spread around my job site. Ig I didn't sound confident enough bc they caught on to that I was lying and frequently teased me by showing women they had sex with, usually naked, during break or even on the clock, not all the time but when it came up. Before this I didn't care about sex and accepted fate but they legit would go on telling me telling how I need more confidence and should put myself out there for 15 mins straight. They probably thought they were helping me but it made me worse mentally. I failed to get some while in college and definitely wasn't getting any outside of it. I disliked going to bars and couldn't get pass posting selfies of me on dating apps. Seeking validation from people I don't even talk to anymore I hired an escort, I regret it immensely and got none of validation I would have if it was organically.