u/OurHeartsArePure

Hey guys

I know we’re not doctors bla bla

I can normally drink pretty endlessly and not get sick. But both yesterday and today I ended up throwing up a bunch. I don’t normally throw up

I WANT to believe I’m just drinking a lot too fast, not enough food. I did try to eat more today

I need to stop for many reasons. Going to try to not buy anymore. I am a little worried it seems like my tolerance jumped off a cliff and that seems…not good

How much do you feel this way? Drunk or sober?

I’m feeling under extreme stress…like I don’t feel real as a human being

Luckily it sounds like my boyfriend/partner is going to kind of bail me out, take me in. Sorry I know that’s out of bounds here but whatever (the getting not drunk all the time part…so…sober). But I’m a shitty drunk, I just go crazy. I’m a wake up in jail drunk

I also seem like…mentally/emotionally sensitive to stress

I dunno guys. One person still loves me, seems like there is light shining on a dark path out