u/Own_Jury_8181

Hey all

Sat with the medicine for the second time yesterday. Beautiful ceremony, strong medicine in an incredible location.

After drinking the 3rd cup, and the aya had finished cleaning my body, I was invited to die and ascend from my body to the other realms, but I fought against and it said I was not ready.

It told me that I should trust it that I would return, but only my second time drinking, and I told aya I wasn't ready

Has this happened to anyone before?

If so, and you said yes, what happened?

If so and you said no, have you had the invitation again since?