u/Oxter5336

My 10 month old cat died last night. He'd been getting in the washing machine the last few days. Yesterday morning I did some ironing in the laundry and must have knocked the door shut. My wife couldn't find him when she got home from work. Eventually checked the washing machine, and found him in there. I wasn't home, but she and my son rushed him to the vet but they couldn't do anything. I noticed he wasn't about as I left the house, but figured he was sleeping somewhere.

It was an accident, and I know intellectually it wasn't my fault, but I cannot stop thinking of all the things I could or should have done, and he would still be here. He was such a big personality and his absence is everywhere. We had a very close bond.

I've lost pets before but I am literally not functioning. I've barely eaten, slept, or stopped crying since.

How do I get past it?

Hi all,

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I know this is kind of a personal decision, but I've decided to get my first mac, an m5 air for university. I'm a law student so not needing to do coding or any special applications, but I can't decide if I get the 13 or 15 inch. I know the 13 inch is more portable, but it feels small because I'm used to my 15.6 inch, currently a massive Acer brick of a thing. It's like 1.9kg so any air will be better, but I would like the bigger screen but am worried about portability.

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My main question is, is the 15 inch portable enough to carry around with you? I'm around campus for long days, but think that larger screen will help when I actually sit down to do work.

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I appreciate any opinions!

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