was lured into a gay threesome and now im confused
So basically, I've been living under the pretense that I'm straight. I just got to uni(19M), and during my first 3 days I met 2 guys, and they were cool, and we went for some pints at the pub across from the hostel we were staying at. Basically, I knew one of them was gay, but then it turned out the other guy was bi(I was surprised but thought it was bigoted for me to be surprised cuz bi/gay people don't have to be overtly queer-looking, my bad), and that's fine with me; I don't care, but as a joke I was like, " Oh, so have you guys done it? Are you guys together- and the vibe got weird, and they basically were like, " No, " but the bi guy's super into the gay one, but the gay one just wants to be friends. I was like, that's crazy, right, but not my messy situationship to worry abt; I'm just having pints with some mates in my mind. Then we go back to this guy's room, and the bi guy basically says, like, so are we gonna do anything? and me and the gay guy looked at each other like, what in the world is this guy insinuating?? And the gay guy goes, like, he's straight, and I'm definitely not having sex with you. And the bi guy was like But there was a vibe and we all were like, " Uh, no, you were imagining a vibe. And so I went to my room. The bi guy was so embarrassed he avoided me and my gaze; like, if he saw me in the kitchen, he wouldn't even look at me. Now the issue is that I can't stop thinking about it. And it made me kinda think about maybe I'm into the idea of it, but only with the bi guy. The gay guy was flirting with me, but idk, not into it. now another guy i eat meals with keeps touching up on me and saying stuff like how handsome i am and he let me dress him for a club night and we jokingly choked each other, and he even said that he was number 1 when asked for his sexuality and when i asked him what that meant he turned red and said he couldnt tell me what he meant but my chinese friend told me its like top in chinese slang, but he also said he was straight and his friends said hes like the straightest guy they know, but hes been saying stuff(like as long as its you its ok if i accidently interupt him and apologize and then getting mad at a girl for trying to talk to him when i was speaking which made her like super sad cuz he said "hes talking" and stared her down like she was being rude but i was like its fine i dont mind uhhh.. And he would get flustered around me or nervous if I touched his face for a fun picture...(also another layer to this would be if he even was into guys im def not a bottom or sub so he might needa get over the idea of being 1 buddy) so now I'm all confused because I also had this thing for this girl and I also know about 4 girls who like me so im really just at a loss here... and also some backstory is that ive had bisexual or gay friends kiss me, usually drunk (i dont feel like anything for it or anything im actually grossed out by it) so i had always thought i was not into it. I've also only dated girls and have had sex a decent amount, and it feels fine, normal? Who knows. But also, I had a guy friend confess to me before, and that also made me really, really uncomfortable, but it's possible he was laying it on too thick, and I was also like 13 and not really smart enough to handle that type of thing when a guy friend sees you like that... so anyway, am I having like a bi awakening late in life or what? Am I just bored or lonely? Am I just horny... but it can't be normal to think/dream about, uh, domming guys... lmao I guess that answers my question. Maybe this post is just to vent or share this insane story.