to cause is to be caused/ to be caused is to cause—and the fiction of an absolutely perfect mechanical universe
to assemble one thing is to disassemble another.
the same substrate, the same perpetually moving substance which causes, is the very same substance which becomes the body of the effect.
causality is much stranger then we give it credit, and there is much more to discover then we tend to cover in the determinism vs free will debate.
reality appears to us both completely coherent, clear, potent, and undeniable, yet at the same time, completely foreign, unknowable.
i can clearly feel and see, but what is that feeling, why does it arrises, what is it made of?
questions we don't have answers to, and the closest science has gotten is to say " they are hormones, which are chemicals, which are particles, which are forces, which are...which are?"
and this, is perhaps the biggest indicator we have about at the very minimum, the core condition of reality which encompasses our own perception— that is, that at minimum, reality only acts in accordance to the degree to which it is able to perceive/detect itself.
that a lie can exist, speaks to the fact that even physics itself cant follow its-own rules in so far as it isn't aware of them.
and here is what i mean by " reality cant play by the rules of absolute cirtainty"— its to say that, in order for the entirety of existance to play out as a machiene, it would need to have concrete, fixed, precisely mesured elements, which then interact with eachother under exact rules— but we as humans have never been able to perfectly recreate the same conditions twice— we are allways off by some margin, and however insignificant that margin might appear to us, relative to itself, that margine is huge— i.e. compared to the milky way, i am but a speck, but compared to a quark, i might as well be the milky way in terms of relative size.
which means that, what are small elements to us, are massive elements within the scope of the relationships those small elements are in, with elements proportionally as small compared to them, as we are to those elements.
so a quarks effect is seemingly insignificant to us, but to a thing much smaller then it, those same effects are massive.
what does this mean?
someone might say " well, its only we that arent good enough to understand nature, that is the problem in perception"
but my claim, is precisely that, the very fact that we arent good enough to understand it— the very fact that we can have " incomplete comprehension" speaks to the very incompleteness of the universe we enhabit.
there is nothing to suggest to us, besides gross oversimplification, that the universe can or does account for itsown parts in a machiene like way— infact, what we conceptualise as " machiene like behaviour" is in itself an oversimplified version of what machienes actually act like.
even the closest thing we have to this perfect clockwork universe model— even it, fails in its very inability to have perfect precision.
And perhapse, this is because, there is no such thing as perfect precision— that maybe the universe is still figuring out the rules as it goes along– in the same way that any other object evolves— it is likely that the very core that all other evolution is based on— the core of the universes inner mechanism, is itself operating on a " trial and error" basis.
which means that, no initial condition can perfectly encapsulate later results, because even the initial condition itself cant account for itsown innerworking, and so, it would play out an aproximation of itself, which as it turns through time, those small errors in self detection, increase more and more, untill one day, the results are completely incomprehensible relative to what might have started off as a simple predictable process.
we mustn't forget, that every experiment we do, is framed within every surrounding cause and effect.
our isolation of variables, doesn't isolate variables, it just relates them to other variables in a more ordered way, such that there is less approximation and more precision.
but interestingly— the fact that the aproximation is still coherent, speaks to the fact that, perfection and aproximation are like two value knobs, according to which causality seems to operate.
why am i saying all of this?
im saying it in order to hopefully, open up a conceptual space within which we may continue exploring, rather then prematurely concluding.
yes, lets keep what we prefer, but lets not simply cast out what we dont, just because it doesnt make sense to us. ( and i say this to myself, as much as i say it to a libertarian, a determinist, and even a compatabilist, which i myself tend to see myself as)
to will is to cause, to want, is to cause wanting.
we cant separate causing from any action whatsoever, so perpetual causation is the root of all that can be observed. — causing, at minimum, in the sense of occurring, whether that causing has an underlying anchor it bases itself on, or whether, it is both the anchor, as well as the chain, the boat, the ocean, and the oceans surface.
— to me, it appears that causation is completely self anchoring.
that it follows the logic " i will because i will"
at the same time, with a logic which forever adds new justification " i will because i dont stop, and i dont stop because if i did, then i would not will, and if i dont will, then i couldnt will, so in order to will, i have to continue to do so"
a kind of unity if duality, a perpetual loop, but a loop which extends to fit more and more into itself.
we exist in a strange and wonderful place— so lets do our best to explore it, and create stuff and experience it as well as possible!
have great day everyone!