Been going thru a lot lately
I’ve been going through a lot lately. I took out a loan for a house, and the requirements have been hell because getting all the documents has been so difficult. It’s already been 3 months. I’ve spent a lot of money and my credit card balances are almost at zero now. I actually have money, but because I’ve been handling everything for the house, it feels like I’ve drained everything. I honestly can’t even put into words how I ended up in this situation.
At the same time, business hasn’t been the same—it’s been slow. To be honest, I can actually handle the stress from all of this. My only complaint is that my wife hasn’t been showing any emotional support. It’s like I’m not even going through anything. Even small problems, even when they’re not my fault, she gets extremely angry.
I might sound demanding, but lately I haven’t been functioning like I used to. My mind hasn’t been the same. Even small problems make me snap right away. I get emotional easily too. I keep forgetting things. I can’t focus. The only way I can sleep is if I’m extremely exhausted or if I smoke weed.
I also can’t focus on taking care of my health because whenever I’m with her, I feel like I can’t function properly. I can’t focus on things because she keeps interfering. She gets angry whenever I don’t do what she wants.
Another problem is, I tell her all of these things—how stressful handling all the documents has been, how I can’t sleep, and how financially drained I am. But as soon as she gets angry, it’s like all of that no longer matters. She just expresses her feelings without thinking about what I’m going through.