u/Particular_Seesaw_64

Every time I have a closing shift I stay up all night doing coke then I want to call out the next morning. I really do have a serious problems, I’m wondering if I should go to the doctor tomorrow and ask for help so I can have a real excuse for calling out. I still might get fired bc it’s like the 4th time. Is this just a cope out??

My main issue is that my manager and the other person I’m working closest with would know coke symptoms. I sweat so fucking much bc of it. I can lie and say it’s hot?! Maybe do one line during my shift to ease the anxiety??