I Just Wanna Hit Rock Bottom (a rlly late happy bday to Veronika!!) (Slight TW on scars)
A (rlly) late happy birthday to Veronika yayy ><// August 7th!!
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Honestly, I doubt you could say it’s a bday fanart anymore cuz it’s nothing birthday themed, besides I literally started this back on late march, and very inconsistently picked it back up to redo everything. But I guess posting near her birthday makes it somewhat so?
I started this based on the song thinking it related to her very well, but I just recently realized it’s maybe actually much less so, since the purpose of that self-destructive act/tendencies is different in the song when compared to Veronika’s canon, but I guess it still fitted that side of her i think?
Sorry for being so late to post this, since I was very unsatisfied with my work every few days, and had to constantly rerender and stuff ;_; I was still feeling it just looked a bit lackluster and messy, especially the hair omg— but still here I am posting it. So yay?
(Also, I'd like to apologize if drawing scars on Veronika would be to be deemed insensitive or romanticizing it. I personally headcanoned her having them on other places, but deemed it fitting to slightly show them for the piece since it centered around that. And yet, I just admittedly wasn't quite familiar with the topic and it could seem somewhat amateurish/cringy with my drawing skills— I hope anyone reading this could understand, thanks. )