if God is so unconditionally loving and kind and all powerful then :
why god does not take us all to heaven right now ?
why are we stuck here without help from God in earth.
why are there so many conditions to enter heaven , if God is Unconditionally loving?
so 2 very lovely people came to my door and asked me to come to pray to god , I said yes.
i went there , it was very good, I was treated very nicely , they kept saying "ahn sahng hong" but i thought they were saying "praise the Lord" in korean.
all good until they asked me to read the bible , study the bible with them, well they said ahn sahng hong a person in Korea is God .
I quietly was nice and polite and did not say anything against it , because they were all being so nice and happy to see me come there , saying "God bless you" , we also had community food which was great.
that was about a week ago.
between then and now i realized that I do not want to pray to ahn sahng hong ,
I love Jesus and would like to stick to praying to God , and Jesus.
I stopped replying to their messages and calls
now today they came to my door again and "re-educated" me about what the bible says and all, how ahn sahng hong is infact God.
they asked me to come to prayers tonight to their church which they call "zion"
I did not say no I will not come tonight , i think I made a mistake , I did not know any other way to make them go away
now I dont want to go to them , i dont want to pray to ahn sahng hong .
what should I do ? i am getting calls from random numbers over the last week , which is not nice.
I feel they need to calm down and stop forcing me to come , if i want to come ill come , but I should not have to go them and listen to them saying "ahn sahng hong" is god which they want me to parrot.
edit : adding following part to thank and update you all
Thank you all for you responses, I told them Thank you for treating me well but sorry I am not comfortable with accepting the beliefs of the WMSCOG church and wont be coming to further meetings.
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You are part of God, you deserve self compassion, self- care. You don't "have to" love god or do anything for god until your own cup is full.
Take care of yourself first. If you can't do anything to help yourself, then surrender your life and problems to God.
You don't " have to" solve them you can surrender and allow God to take over.
Actually doing this brings peace to the heart