Looking for input on experiencing “distance” after a time of working closely with Lilith
I have been in contact (set up an altar, shadow work, rituals etc) with Lilith for a year now. The past 6 months I felt closer to her than ever, most because i was in a place where I could actually focus and train my energy through meditations. She’s come to me in different forms & i’ve received the name Lamaštu & Lilitu in meditations.
I have heard others describe the experience I’m having, where I can feel that she is watching over me, but her energetic presence has diminished.
I wonder if this could have something to do with some channeling work i was planning to start doing with her on my substack, but I fell off of it. I also am doing a lot of work on being emotionally vulnerable, i’ve have had some eye opening dreams & know that she offered some pushback/consequence for something a family member tried to do.
So since her “disappearance”, i know she is still with me, but it’s been different. Like i am a child walking for the first time without mother’s hand to hold on to.
I am curious if anybody else has input on navigating through this period of “distance”?