Is it hopeless, Am I pouring into an empty cup?
A lot has happened with me recently, I was in a relationship with someone who often leaves me. they wanted to try again but it turned out they didn't want to be a family with me... soon when things did not work out in their mind they left even though they told me they would fight for the family.
I feel awful because I was thinking things where going well and I was working on myself and so was they, he would call me beautiful and I'd call him handsome, we would speak things through... etc but it all went downhill and he said In his mind things where not getting better and that I couldn't change, this is the part that scarred me most... I am so full of love and to make things better for my family and the ones I love I'd do anything so this hurt me... since then I've been blocked, I'm not even sure why.
How can you help someone know you love them dearly?, how can you teach someone to respect themselves too? It has been very difficult for me, I am not even sleeping in my bed anymore but on the couch. Daily I feel awful but I try to remain positive. I can't give up... I wish for him to see it all... I wish to love and for my life and family life to work out...