I can’t travel and it ruins so many things
I’m in a situation where I need to travel for work and to see relatives.
Due to where I live, and where I need to go to, the regulations are tight.
And it’s tough to have to travel with this addiction.
To plan everything, and be scared on every step of the way that something bad happens.
To not be able to stay for more than a certain number of days, because otherwise I’d run out of supply and I need to go back and recharge.
Dude, the easiest path is to stop, and yet it’s the fucking hardest.
I’ve tried to stop one year ago, I was able to do a massive tapper and reduce to a really low amount per day. Allowed me to travel for a bit.
Now I’m back up, trying to taper again. Really hoping that I’ll be able to go fully off this time.
The difficulty is that I need to be “good all the time” due to my professional situation. Can’t take not even 1 week off, impossible.
So can’t jump right now. Got to keep the taper.
At what point is it safe to jump ? (That simple prescribed benzo taken for 2-3 nights can help to get a few hours of sleep, and not total insomnia)
I’ve been dependant for about 2 years. Taking for a bit more than that. During that time, taken anywhere from 7 to 25 gr per day (approximately).
Thanks y’all, and good luck for where you are currently. Thanks for all the help in this sub, y’all are amazing for real.
EDIT: anyone has got anecdotes / similar situations due to travelling? Please share, I’m very curious. Comments or direct message