raised “unschooled” now i’m dumb
i know that nobody reads these or cares but anyway, i (15F) was raised “unschooled” which basically meant my parents taught me how to read at 12 then “let me learn as i grow” which didn’t work, i’ve never attended any sort of school or educational institution, now i’m 15 and severally uneducated and because of that i seriously don’t know what to do, i have never talked about this problem with anyone because it is embarrassing to admit i AM “stupid”but i can’t ignore this growing problem. i have no discipline in myself whatsoever so i don’t get anything done and i brush stuff off, like how i’ve been too scared to try drivers ed. i’ve thought about what i’m gonna do in the future but i seriously don’t know, i have no dream jobs or plans. with how expensive everything is now i genuinely doubt i’m ever gonna have my own life, and that’s scaring me. i’m just having a crisis on what i’m gonna possibly contribute to the world in the next 10 years. what do i do?