u/PlaneJernaut7383

My father is taking everything regarding my life under his control now that re neet is announced. My family doesn't believe in my decisions anymore. Took two drops and my marks were the highest as fresher. They think they can make me crack neet when I just got around 440 this year cancelled paper. 🥲 I'll tell you the fabulous routine you can follow to crack this exam. As told by my dad.

Pehle wo kehte subah uth jao 7 bje. 7 se 7:30 mein jog kro park mein jaake. He will go with you. If you stop jogging and walk he will hold your hand and make you speed up yourself. He will walk right besides you. Jese hi 7:30 ho gye wps le aayenge ghr.

Then he will walk upto your room and instruct your next actions. He will sit on your bed and tell you how you should start studying for an exam he has never given in his life, profession he has only heard of from far and only subject he is interested about is physics. (That also he has studied 40 yrs ago atleast)

He told me to cover each chapter of physics in 3 hrs from my notes which I made 2 yrs ago. That I haven't revised since then. I got 30-35 marks in physics this year cancelled paper. Because I didn't even look through the formula. Formula apply krna aur concept yaad rehna door ki baat. And he thinks I will be able to recall everything instantly after seeing my old notes without any teacher's help. I haven't even made proper notes of each and every chapter. Only few.

He told me strictly online nhi pdhna. Agar notes ke kuch topic smjh na aye toh unhe btaana hai and papa smjhayenge (khud pdhenge mere module then mujhe smjhayenge) and fir bhi smjh na aye TAB we BOTH will look it up online on chatgpt or maybee a lecture (only that portion which has the topic)

And that assistance also he will do only in physics. Wo bol diye ki chemistry unhe nhi aata toh wo mai khud se hi kru. But again I can't take help online ya from any teacher. I don't have notes of all chapters of oc and pc but yeah I have to do it on my own. Koi divya shakti ke through idk. Bio toh mujhe aati hai toh I am okay doing it purely on my own through ncert..

Before leaving my room, he legit put his hands on my ears and checked on his own if I am wearing a headphone and secretly listening to something or planning to. Chalo atleast khud ka toh room toh hai. Bhale hi usko lock nhi kr skte chipka nhi skte🥲 kbhi bhi koi bhi aa skta.

Mujhe pdhte wakt thodi neend aa rhi thi toh mai leti thodi der. Toh mummy aagyin thode hi der mein. Utha di. Kehti hain ki wo raat mein mere room mein aake check krin thi 1:30 bje aur mai so gyi thi toh neend toh meri puri ho hi jaani thi.

Exam se pehle wo confused rehte the mak kb so rhi hun raat ko. Agr thoda so bhi jaun idhr udhr toh bda care dikhaate huye ki thaki hogi pdh ke sone do. Ab marks ache nhi aye cancelled paper mein toh ab mai bs makkar hun. Koi izzat koi privacy nhi hai meri🙃

Mobile tablet hr cheez ka password hatwa diye. I can't even argue for my basic right to privacy as an adult. As a 20yo. Kyunki fir wo shaq krne lgenge ki esa kya hai jo humse chhupa rhi❤️‍🩹 fir aur strict ho jayenge.

Unhe agar pta chle reddit pe mai vent krri hun toh ye bhi bnd krwa dein. Abhi toh jo bhi unko psnd nhi hota usse cutoff krwa dete ki mai kahin uss insaan ke influence mein na aa jaun aur inki baat maan na bnd na krdu. Google pe ya youtube se kuch aur career options ke baare mein research krun toh google youtube tk bnd krwane pe utar aate.

Is this even care anymore? Or just a way to make your child your own puppet in the name of love and good intentions?

On top of that they tell me to smile. Not to make a sad face. Aur ye sb routine mere discuss krne ke baad ho rha🥲 mai already bta chuki hun sbko ki mujhe nhi psnd hai dr ki life. Nhi bnna mujhe ye. Hn mujhe nhi pta mai dr ke alawa kya bnungi kyunki mujhe kbhi time hi nhi mila ye sochne ka. Pr iska mtlb ye thodi hai ki dr hi bna do. Itna easy hai kya bnna? Itna easy hai sb kuch sacrifice krke wo bnna jo tumhara dil hi nhi kiya kbhi..🥀